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Day 364: Wedding plans

2010-12-31T12:06:00.000-05:00

Today's Reading: Revelation 19-22

My daughter and I are huge romantics.

My daughter and I love weddings, or perhaps better said, we love to think about planning the perfect wedding.

We've thought about the perfect place decorated to the T.

We've thought about the perfect music and the musicians who would do the music justice.

We've thought about the perfect colors.

We've looked at dresses.

We've picked out tuxedoes.

We have a menu in mind and a place for the reception.

We've thought about the perfect day and hour.

We've even concocted the perfect bridegroom from a variety of our favorite leading men.

But none of this even begins to match the marvelous wedding we will be attending and being a part of in heaven: the wedding of Christ and the Church.

God is a bigger romantic than either my daughter or me.

And that is saying a whole lot.

Day 363: Bowls of Heaven

2010-12-31T11:58:00.000-05:00

Today's Reading: Revelation 12-18

How many prayers have you prayed?

I cannot begin to imagine the number of mine.

Some of my prayers were simple.

Some were complex and deep.

Some were wordless and filled with tears.

It is amazing to think that all the prayers of the saints have been saved in bowls. Big, humongous salad bowls of prayer.

To think God values our prayers so much that God would keep them, the way I keep love letters, my children's kindergarten art or poems.

I think this is amazing.

Day 362: Heaven's Math

2010-12-31T11:52:00.000-05:00

Today's Reading: Revelation 6-11

144,000
The number in heaven saved
12 x 12
10 x 10 x 10

2(12) x 3(10)

2 = faithful witnesses
12 = the people of God
3 = the trinity
10 = the perfect law

144,000
Those people of God
who heard and became
faithful witnesses
to the perfect law
of our God.

Day 361: Listening to the Spirit

2010-12-31T11:47:00.000-05:00

Today's Reading: Revelation 1-5

We have these two things on our heads...ears.

We have this major organ in our body...heart.

We have a huge area in our torso...gut.

These are three major conduits for listening to the Holy Spirit.

Our ears allow us to catch the wave notes. Our heart allows us to catch the rhythm of God's pulse. Our gut allows us to respond in compassion and courage.

The voice from heaven calls to us.

Listen to what the Spirit is saying to the church.

Remember your first love of Christ.
Be faithful unto death.
Change the way you think and act.
Stay away from the things of Satan.
Be alert and alive in the Spirit.
Pay attention to God's word and claim his name.
Be either hot or cold, no lukewarm icky-ness.

Tall order.

Did I get that all down?

Day 360: Trinity of Values

2010-12-31T11:36:00.000-05:00

Today's Reading: 2 John, 3 John

John likes three things...talks about them all the time.

I think if he were writing his mission statement, these would be his opening words: Faith, Truth and Love.

He puts truth above hope.

Paul likes the hope word, probably because of all of his persecution and suffering.

John likes the truth word, probably because of his focus on love.

Love without truth is really not love at all. A lot of us withhold truth from people we "love" because we think it might "hurt" them. But without truth, we are really deceiving ourselves.

Truth without love is a killer. It is cold judgment no one can hear. It grates on the very one who needs the truth.

It takes a lot of faith to speak the truth in love. We have to want more for the one we love than for ourselves.

And that is always hard.

Day 359: Real Love

2010-12-31T11:20:00.001-05:00

Today's Reading: 1 John

One day, I am going to know unconditional love.

And you will, too.

Until then, we have to deal with people deciding upon whether or not they love us based upon our looks, our temperament, our bad days, our production level, what we can give them or how they feel.

Pretty rotten, eh?

Problem is, we do the same thing.

The other day, in the airport, I saw a man, sloppy, dirty, unshaven and pimply. It was hard not to judge him as someone I devalued without even speaking to him. I decided I didn't want to know him. How shallow is that?

How I long to love unconditionally.

To not even have to correct my first impressions of judgment.

Until I fully realize God's unconditional love for me, I will never be able to love others.

And there are so many people who need love.

Me included.

A friend sent me this song which says it all.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PgGUKWiw7Wk

As you listen to it, let us pray for more love today.

And tomorrow.

Day 358: Everything we need

2010-12-31T11:11:00.000-05:00

Today's Reading: 2 Peter 1-3, Jude

"Are you sure you have everything you need?"

This is my usual question to my children as we pack to go visit relatives or to go on vacation.

Toothbrush and paste.

An appropriate number of underwear.

Clothing for all possible weather.

Shoes--fancy and practical.

A good book.

"Do you have everything you need?"

This is a good image as we journey in faith.

What's in your suitcase?

Most of us pack our own bags with extra heavy stuff we might not need. We might leave out the essentials.

It is a good thing we have a heavenly parent who makes sure to provide everything we need. This is the joy of the journey.

If you forget an essential, God has packed extra for you.

So relax.

It's all good.

Day 357: O2 faith

2010-12-31T11:04:00.000-05:00

Today's Reading: 2 Timothy

There is nothing like a fire in the fireplace.

I learned to build one at an early age because I realized this was an invaluable skill in making a house a home.

Fire needs three things: heat, O2 and something to consume.

Most people understand the need for ignition with heat and something to consume, but most fires go out because there is not enough O2.

Fanning the flame, providing the air, the wind, the gust of O2 is the work of the fire builder. Making sure there is enough room for the wind to blow through the ignited embers is key.

We have been created to be on fire, to be passionate for God. Most of us are wood piles waiting to be ignited.

Once ignited by the Holy Spirit fire, we need to be fanned regularly into flame.

Many in the church are lit coals who are just slowly burning away. We have not learned how to fan ourselves or each other into flame. We have not learned to build our fires with room for the breath of God, the Holy Spirit, to blow through us. The old ash blocks the air. We sit paralyzed hoping someone or something will re-ignite us.

Paul states to Timothy that it is his job to fan his own faith, and gives the instructions on how to do it:

Now I’m reminding you to fan that gift into flames. God didn’t give us a cowardly spirit but a spirit of power, love, and good judgment. So never be ashamed to tell others about our Lord...

It is cowardice that keeps us cold and lifeless.

A recognition of the power, love and discernment at our fingertips along with the courage to tell others about our Lord keep the flames burning.

These spiritual exercises are the O2 for our faith.

Day 356: The Gift of Faith

2010-12-31T10:43:00.000-05:00

Today's Reading: Hebrews 11-13

Faith.

It is what we all need, according to God.

But how do we get it?

You can't just go out and buy a bottle of it.

You can't find a garment of it in your size.

You can't ingest it.

It is a gift from the very one who requires it of us.

It assures us.

It convinces us.

It leads us.

It enables us.

It encourages us.

It is a gift to be coveted.

It moves us to the very place we need to be.

Day 355: Melchizedek

2010-12-31T10:39:00.000-05:00

Today's Reading: Hebrews 7-10

Priesthood is an interesting concept throughout the Old Testament. Lots of garments with symbolic meaning and lots of sacrificing with futuristic promise. All those children of Aaron, the first High Priest. All those rams and lambs and bulls and turtle doves sacrificed. All that blood spilled for sin--life for life. All those burnt offerings of oil and grain and meat and incense.

And then along comes a strange priest not of the order of Aaron. Not a priest of sacrifice but a priest of blessing. Melchizedek, king of righteousness. He is the priest who is the blessing, the one who's righteousness is enough.

Christ, our high priest, is the Melchizedek of heaven. By the glory and weight of his righteousness, all believers become priests--ushers of blessing into the world.

Day 354: From baby talk to reality

2010-12-31T10:31:00.000-05:00

Today's Reading: Hebrews 1-6

There is just something about Greek that thrills me. We miss so much of the flair of a passage when we read it in English. Take for instance the first couple of verses in Hebrew.

It gives this marvelous picture of God, speaking to an infant humanity in baby talk. "In the past, God 'goo-goo-gaa-gaaed' to us through the prophets." Can't you just see God holding humanity in loving arms and trying to make us understand the kingdom of God? Much like the infant who has no clue about her mother's world or his dad's world, we couldn't begin to understand God's ways, so high above us.

But then, God came in flesh and blood reality to us in Jesus Christ. Language in a person. Not just a picture which spoke a thousand words, but a reality which was the incarnation of all God is.

What a marvelous image and paradigm!

Day 353: Temporary Residents

2010-12-31T10:23:00.001-05:00

Today's Reading: 1 Peter 1-5

Travel might be great but living out of a suitcase is hard for me. I seem to never feel settled. Despite the wonderful new sights and adventures, I always love coming home after being a temporary resident elsewhere.

Peter starts his letter with this reality; we are temporary residents in this world. Though there are some amazing sights and sounds and people, there is always a feeling that we are not at home, we miss the comfort of something familiar we can't name.

Like Dorothy said to Toto, "I don't think we're in Kansas anymore." We know there is something very unfamiliar in this Oz-ian existance on earth.

There truly is no place like home.

Day 352: Appointing Elders

2010-12-19T06:00:00.000-05:00

Today's Reading: Titus

Today, in our church, we will be appointing new elders for our next year.

The job description in my denomination is a steep one. Elders are responsible for the spiritual nurture of the congregation. They also serve on session, the governing body of the local church, providing leadership and vision. Each should be ready at any moment to teach, preach, serve, anoint and pray. Any one of these tasks is daunting, but to find those faithful and wise enough to serve in this role is truly a task of discernment.

Paul, writing to Titus, lengthens the job description with words like "blameless," "faithful," "not overbearing, not quick-tempered, not given to drunkenness, not violent, not pursuing dishonest gain," "hospitable, one who loves what is good, who is self-controlled, upright, holy and disciplined," and able to stand firm in regards to the gospel and sound doctrine.

Is there anyone who can fulfill this role?

Even though I am ordained as a teaching/preaching elder, I know I fall short.

Later in the letter, Paul also gives a list of behaviors:

Remind the people to be subject to rulers and authorities, to be obedient, to be ready to do whatever is good, to slander no one, to be peaceable and considerate, and always to be gentle toward everyone. At one time we too were foolish, disobedient, deceived and enslaved by all kinds of passions and pleasures. We lived in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another.

If I made a checklist, I'd find myself failing the test of the "good elder."

What is a wonder to me, then, is the fact that the work of God happens through such dented and chipped vessels like myself. One of the reasons it does is because as elders, we work together. One makes up for another's weaknesses.

As we focus on the "kindness and love of God," as we remember God saved us by mercy not because of our acts of righteousness, as we rely on the washing and filling of the Holy Spirit, and as we trust in God, we have the opportunity to be careful to devote ourselves to doing what is good.

Some might see being appointed as an elder as an honor.

To me, it is very daunting and humbling, but also exciting. Imagine the work done by the saints of God when their hearts are focused upon God!

Day 351: The goal being Love

2010-12-17T10:27:00.004-05:00

Today's Reading: 1 Timothy 1-6

It seems to me that love is always the goal. It is not only the goal but hopefully the source from which everything we think, say or do finds their origins. I hope every gift I give stems from love. I hope everytime I correct my children, the motive is love. And wouldn't it be grand if even the thoughts and speech toward our enemies were brimming with love.

Paul, in his letter to Timothy, says something very interesting.
The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. Some have departed from these and have turned to meaningless talk.
Purity of heart---now there is a tough one. If we could just clear our hearts of selfish motives, bitterness or pride it seems to me life would be so much more loving. When the Psalmist says, "Create in me a clean/pure heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me," I think he's on to something. "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God." If we could for just one instant have purity of heart, imagine what we would see!

A Good Conscience. Perhaps this is only possible after a long episode on our knees, confessing all the logs in our own eyes. These logs form a dam which blocks the washing waters of our tears of sorrow and repentance. Imagine every intention being pure like fresh spring water, unlike the smelly cisterns, full of scum. Now there's a wonderful request.

A Sincere Faith. This one is a little more tricky for me. What makes faith sincere? Or perhaps the opposite; what makes faith insincere? According to my daughter, sincerity of faith is not about how well you can defend your faith but in your daily demonstration of your faith in action, words and thoughts. I think consistancy and perseverance are key.

So, Love...

I guess its not about feelings and all that other gushy stuff.

It's about selflessness and truth all put into faithful and consistant action.

Now, there's a goal for us all!

Day 350: Com' on..Git Happy!

2010-12-16T10:32:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Philippians 1-4

One of my favorite movies is Pollyanna, starring the incredible Halley Mills. One little girl comes into a town of grouches, gossips, self-absorbed and greedy people and changes everything with JOY.

She encourages everyone to re-think life...to look for the bright side in every situation. This becomes a game of wits, and as people put their efforts into the task, smiles come into their lives.

The letter to the Philippians is the Pollyanna book. It calls us to rejoice! To rejoice in the LORD. To rejoice in the promises. To rejoice in the future. To rejoice today.

The more we trust, the more we can live joyful lives. It's a matter of what one sets one's mind upon.

Forget your troubles
Come on get happy
You better chase all you cares away
Shout hallelujah
Come on get happy
Get ready for the judgment day

The sun is shining
Come on get happy
The LORD is waiting to take your hand
Shout hallelujah
Come on get happy
We're going to the promise land

We're heading across the river
Wash your sins away in the tide
It's all so peaceful on the other side

Day 349: Immeasurably More

2010-12-16T10:25:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Ephesians 1-6

So...

How wild is your imagination?

If you were to imagine the perfect moment...could you do that? Who would be there? What would you be doing? What sights would surround you? Smells? Sounds?

How would everyone feel? What would be the highest value? Would anything be lacking? What would you ask for?

Now...

Here's what Paul is saying.

Our wildest imagination...

Our deepest and most expensive request...

Is small

It's narrow

It's short

of what God has planned for us.

Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.

Wow! Wow! Wow!

Day 348: A checklist for Pray-ers

2010-12-16T10:01:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Colossians 1-4; Philemon

Do you ever sit or kneel to pray and think, what should I pray for these whom I love? Often we ask God to "bless" and we offer "thanks" for people. But wouldn't it be marvelous to put some meat on our prayers of intercession?

How about we learn from one of the best today? Paul's letters usually begin with prayers and his prayer in the letter to the Colossians is a wonderful model for us.

So here's a great checklist for all on your prayer list.

1. Ask God to continually fill them with the knowledge of his will through all the wisdom and understanding that the Spirit gives. To know God's will, to understand wisely the direction God is leading would be such a comfort to those raising children, making major life decisions or leading God's people!

2. If we could grasp God's will, we would be able to live a life worthy of the Lord and please him in every way. The object of every one who loves the LORD would be to please him in every way possible. It is a worthy goal!

3. Imagine asking the LORD to allow the one for whom you are praying to be able to bear fruit in every good work. This way, they (we) would not only be pleasing God, but we would feed all around us with the marvelous spiritual fruit we would carry with us.

4. And wouldn't it be marvelous to grow in the knowledge of God.--to daily increase in the mind of Christ. To begin to understand, not only what God desires, but who God is!

5. In the midst of the ministries, we must pray for strength with all power according to God's glorious might so that those for whom we are praying may have great endurance and patience! Sometimes, living for Jesus puts people in strange and scary situations. To have the strength of God, God's endurance and patience, is truly a blessing.

6. And what a joy to thank the Father, who has qualified them to share in the inheritance of his holy people in the kingdom of light. There is no greater joy on earth than to be secure in the salvation inheritance laid up by God for his beloved.

What an exciting way to pray for one another!

Day 347: Calm in the Storm

2010-12-16T09:51:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 27-28

The wave crash
And the winds howl
The hurricanes spin
And the boat crashes
But in the eye of the storm
There sits a man
With broken bread
And blessing.

Take and eat
He says to all
The LORD will supply your need
Not one hair
Can fall
Or will
For our LORD will save us
All.

Is he the devil
Or is he a god?
The people wonder
As the serpent tries
To stop the course
Of God's will
Once again.

But into the fire
Satan goes
and many are healed
and set free.
The gospel is proclaimed
Throughout the world

The storm does not
Scare the people of God
Instead,
We say
Peace, be still.

Day 346: A Great Audience

2010-12-16T09:22:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 24-26

In this day of social networking, a message can get sent across the world very quickly. A man decides his congregation will burn the Koran and the ears of the president hear about it in less than 12 hours! WiKiLeaks can change major companies' policies by invading their systems.

Without all this technology, God places Paul right smack dab in front of the rulers of the land. We wondered, "Where is God?" as we see Paul getting beat up and slandered; but we begin to see the wisdom of God's action as Paul gets placed in the middle of the highest courtroom to speak to a great audience.

Isn't it amazing...the most articulate student of the law, the brainchild of the Pharisees, one who has sat in the seat of condemnation, now speaks with calm, intelligence and wisdom to the highest ruler of the land. And what does he say?

He tells the story of the prophets and the law. He shares their history. He proclaims the promises of God fulfilled. He gives his own testimony. He proclaims Jesus as the Christ with accuracy, fervor and passion. His testimony is sound.

What was God doing? God was orchestrating a wonderful concert for the ears of the rulers! The sweetest music they could hear was the music of the possibility for their own salvation. God does not discriminate against rich or poor, Jew or Gentile.

God will not quit until everyone has the opportunity to hear the Good News and accept it.

Day 345: Willing to Suffer Loss

2010-12-12T09:16:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 20:4 - 23:35

How strange it is to read through the Acts of the Holy Spirit in the season of Advent. While most of America is out shopping, in decorating trees and having way too many parties, we walk alongside Paul as he travels, preaching the Gospel.

Though we might think we are tired and worn out by the season, I am amazed at Paul's stamina. He is battling the crowds, not at the mall, but at the center of town, where they are stoning, flogging and literally beating him up for the gift of the gospel he carries.

Why is he willing to go to such great extent to deliver the message which began at Christmas, matured through the Passion and Resurrection and burst forth at Pentecost? Why is he willing to suffer such loss?

Paul's passion is fueled by the certainty of the reality of Jesus Christ. Though once a persecuter of the believers himself, his face to face encounter with the risen Christ on the road to Damascus changed everything, re-wired him, so to speak.

He is in good company.

All the great prophets of old left everything behind to do what God had called them to do. Abraham left the comfort of his wealth. Moses left the shepherd fields of serenity. David was willing to face giants and the wrath of a crazy king. Women stepped out of their tents into the circle of wisdom and daring. Slave girls spoke up. A young virgin said, "Yes" to God and the whole world was changed.

With each willingness to suffer loss, a gift of joy was bestowed.

So Joy to the World, I say. Let's get movin' in the right direction this season.

Day 344: Giving our own account

2010-12-10T10:36:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Romans 14-16

Is it just me, or is it easier for all of us to share another's downfalls than to share our own?

I don't know why it is, but when it comes to my "good" points, I think everyone else needs to meet them.

And when it comes to my weaknesses, I certainly downplay them, while exalting the weaknesses of my enemies to gain ground for myself.

What a mess.

Jesus didn't even need to point the finger at me when he said that thing about logs and splinters in eyes. The truth nails me to the wall.

Why is it so easy to judge others without keeping our own accounts clean?

Why is it so natural to dictate the actions of others without claiming our own?

Why do we nit pick at another person's weak wounds, hoping they will get infected, and try to put quick fix bandaids on our own?

I sometimes get so tired of myself and my ways, that I just want to spit!

My own books are a mess, my bed is unmade, my mood is often out of sorts, my intentions are often unlovely.

Maybe, my own house needs the cleaning, and not yours.

Day 343: The Remnant

2010-12-10T10:26:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Romans 11-13

I've always been a fan of remnants.

I grew up standing at my mother's side while she laid out patterns, cut fabric, basted and sewed, tailored and trimmed clothing to be worn day in and day out. All the scraps and remnants of cloth were saved in a hamper from which we could make our own doll clothes or art projects.

Even today, I am learning new ways to use old pieces of material. Whether it be a quilt or a rag rug, everything old becomes new and beautiful--and useful--in the hands of the crafter.

It does not surprise me, then, that the great Creator of everything seen and unseen, understands the value of a good piece of remnant. What many would throw away, God seems to find value in. God has a purpose for everything under heaven. God loves save, use and make beautiful the ripped, the broken and the devalued.

Even what was once despised and rejected, forsaken and abused, was God's greatest gift to us.

Here's to every mother who saved the remnants.

How like God you are!

Day 342: Settling in

2010-12-10T10:20:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Romans 8-10

If I were asked to choose my favorite spot in my home, I would choose my chair by the fireplace. There, with a cup of hot tea, in the presence of those who love me best and most is a little piece of heaven. It is a place of rest and peace.

If I were asked to choose my favorite spot in scripture, I would sit myself right in Romans 8 and settle in for life. Surrounded by some of the most profound promises of God, I hunker down, realizing the immense safety and peace they afford.

Nothing can separate me from God's love.

That is one warm, cozy place to live.

Who really needs more than that?

Day 341: By faith

2010-12-10T10:08:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Romans 4-7

So let me get this right.

We are saved by faith, and not by works, so no one gets to boast.

This, supposedly, is good news--great news!

Then why can't we--I--embrace it?

Faith is basically trusting and believing all mixed up into one big concept. Faith is totally dependent upon another's attributes and actions, not our own. Faith is resting and perhaps even waiting for the "other" to act and move and make something happen. Faith, in many ways, is passive. It implies a stillness, a surety, a confidence, a certainty.

Maybe that's the problem. Maybe I want a piece of the action. Maybe it is hard for me to put myself into another person's timeline and surrender the steering wheel or the remote control. Maybe I'd rather be the one making the choice as to the road traveled and the pitstops made. Maybe I feel sick sitting in the backseat, crowded in with my siblings. Maybe I want the place of responsibility and honor. Maybe I want the control, not only of the destination but the route. Maybe I want to brag and be recognized for a job well done. Maybe I want to pick and choose.

There's the rub, eh?

I want, I want, I want.

Paul always seems to nail me right where I am.

I want to boast...I want to say its all about me.

For my own good, Abba Father, put me in the back seat, give me my pillow and tell me to go to sleep. The journey is long and it might just be best if I just snuggle up with my siblings and enjoy the ride.

Day 340: Without excuse

2010-12-10T10:01:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 20:1-3; Romans 1-3

I have to admit.

I am a great excuse maker.

I can justify and rationalize any criticism sent my way.

I can defend even my most ridiculous choice.

This is very sad.

This is very true.

It is a huge problem for me.

My brother, Paul, says to the Romans and to me.

You know better, but you still make poor choices.

You know better, but you like your poor choices.

You know better, but you even brag about your poor choices.

You have forgotten how to blush.

And you know better.

So, he says, you are without an excuse.

You might want your mother or your father or your brother to write one up for you and pin it to your sweater to give to the principal...

You might even write up a fake one and forge a signature of the one who has power...

But bottom line, there will be no excuses.

Day 339: Who's most beloved?

2010-12-10T09:49:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: 2 Corinthians 10-13

Yesterday, a wise friend shared a wise word.
"Most conflict is really about who's most beloved."

When my children used to bring their arguments to me, the real question was not about who was in the right or who was in the wrong, but a longing to be told who was loved the best.

In the church, conflict flares. We seem to pick on our brothers and sisters. Most of our arguments come when we doubt another's intentions or even their faith. We might be struggling with our own self worth, our own "stuff" of which we might not even be aware, and we throw out the question, "Do you love me?" hoping someone will come alongside us and say, "Yes, I love you, even more than I love the others."

Sibling rivalry is a very old enemy. Wondering who is better, who is more faithful, who is more "saved," who is more worthy, puts us in a Cain position poised for murder. We spend a lot of time defending ourselves to one another. We want to know who will sit in the best seat, who will get Mom's attention first, who will have the most baby pictures, who will receive the most light.

I wonder what would happen if each of us knew just how much God truly loves us, if we could rest and relax in the arms of God, big enough to hold us tight right along with all the rest of our brothers and sisters.

Day 338: Carrying around the old tent

2010-12-10T09:35:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: 2 Corinthians 5-9

Here's the truth.

Many people think backpacking is a glamourous task, but for me in my experience, it is sheer misery. I like to brag, "Ah yes, I backpacked through the mountains of Colorado," which I did, but honestly, because of my lack of physical fitness, even at the age of 23, I was winded the entire way. The pack was heavy and burdensome and I just wanted to throw it off and enjoy the hike.

Tents and everything needed to survive in the wild are heavy. I think my pack weighed about 60 pounds when my friends and I hit the oxygen thinned air of the mountains. My face got red and my lungs heaved. I wanted rest and I wanted it now.

And once in camp with tent set up, the wind and rain came; the rocky ground wreaked havoc to my night's sleep. Though the scenery and the comradery were spectacular, tent living was not my ideal.

As I get older, my earthly tent, this body of mine, becomes more and more burdensome. The skin sags, the joints and muscles weaken, the eyes dim, the mind slows, the teeth require more attention. Inside of me, I still feel young. In fact, the older I get, the more renewed and wise I feel. The more in love with God I become. The more understanding of myself and others I am. I feel gentler, more focused and more "me."

But the old tent canvas is getting worn and despite the patches, some of the zippers catch and some of the spikes are missing.

I praise God that when this journey is done, I will be able to come home to the warm shower of God's love and sink into the incredible sheets of rest; there will be a banquet of non-dehydrated food awaiting me and all the comforts of home I've yet to even imagine.

Day 337: Encouragement

2010-12-10T09:27:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: 2 Corinthians 1-4

I called my Dad
And asked him why
The pain had come--
Life gone awry
How come, I said,
all disappointment
all grief and sorrow.

The pause I knew
was pondering prayer
This wise old man
knew how to bear
sorrow, all which
was new to me.
I waited silently.

At last he said
"Read chapter one
of second Corinthians
and when you're done
give me a call
and we'll discuss
God precious word together."

The pain we face
is not for nought,
for in the struggle
our God is sought
and thus we learn
to help another
to hope for compassion.

It's sharing the gift
from one to another
It's bearing the load
of sister or brother
with knowledge not learned
without the trial
The lesson received by experience.

Day 336: True or False

2010-12-10T09:18:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: 1 Corinthians 15-16

OK.

So here's the bottom line for Paul.

Either the whole kit and kaboodle about Jesus is true--Jesus being God's son, coming to earth, doing the miracles, preaching the good news, dying on the cross for our redemption and resurrecting from the dead, ascending into heaven and sitting at God's right hand--or it's all hogwash.

If it's true, Wow! It changes everything.

But if it's not, why bother with much of anything.

I guess that's it.

Either Jesus is who he says he is or he's a fanatical lunatic, insane and crazy.

So here's the bottom line for me. If I say I believe in Jesus, my whole life is changed. If I believe in Jesus and it is all a hoax, I am to be the most pitied in the world.

What's the bottom line for you?

Day 335: Always?

2010-12-10T09:05:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: 1 Corinthians 12-14

The word "love" has been a hard one for me. I really don't know what it means when people say it. We use it too often; in fact, so often that it becomes like a worn out pair of blue jeans or a holey old tee shirt--common and ordinary.

I prefer the word "faithful." Even though this speaks only to a portion of the meaning of "love," for me, it speaks to its heart. This rings especially true when I read the "Love Chapter" and find this phrase:
Love always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

That word "always" trips me up.

I'm someone who can do the word "sometimes" and maybe even "often," but "always?" That is hard for me. I don't think I do anything "always."

"Always" is a high standard. If it is the standard for love, I have to admit (or maybe the better word is confess) I have never loved anyone, not even myself. I protect only when it is comfortable. I trust only when I can see at least some proof. I wane in my hope when I am disappointed. I have a very hard time persevering when the course is long and I feel winded.

Because of my own inability to live the "always," it's hard for me to imagine our Heavenly Father's ability to be the "Always."

Today, I will meditate on the faithful "always-ness" of our LORD. Not only for me. But for you.

Day 334: Putting up with it all

2010-12-10T08:54:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: 1 Corinthians 9-11

A young mother was talking about how she and her husband played rock-paper-scizzors to determine who would change the really icky diaper of their one year old. A dad talked about the need to hang tight with his son who was going through a period of intense rebellion. A wizen pastor shared her sorrow over a congregation in conflict. Paul shares his willingness to lay down his "rights" in order to advance the gospel.

All of this makes me wonder what each of us is willing to endure for the sake of love. Love for God. Love for neighbor. How much lowering of self and sharing of truth are we willing to risk to advance the gospel? How much are we willing to move to the back row, out of the limelight of our own self love, for another's gain?

In my life, I wonder if I'm willing to serve my family more, share my wealth or home to the point of my own discomfort, put up with "bad behavior" in order to woo someone into the kingdom?

How many icky messes, rebellious moments and conflict must be endured before we reach God's kingdom goal?

This whole "putting on the mind of Christ" is always a greater challenge than I imagined it to be...

Day 333: Disrespecting the giver

2010-12-05T15:42:00.005-05:00

Today's Reading: 1 Corinthians 5-8

With Christmas right around the corner, I think about the time and effort put into buying or making the perfect gift for the ones I love.

I can't help but remember an incredible sweater my mother made as a gift. She spent hours knitting it. Along the bottom of the edge were little trucks and cars. It was so sweet.

Now imagine throwing such a precious gift on the floor where the dog could get a hold of it and chew it up. What a horror that would be! So ungrateful and disrespectful of not only the gift but the giver!

Yesterday, as I pulled out of the grocery store, I saw three young men walking down the street dropping their trash along the way. If this wasn't bad enough, they were laughing about it. I wanted to pull over and with my Big Momma voice yell at them to pick it up.

God gives us incredible gifts and we seem to disrepect them. We are not only given creation in all its beauty, but each other. God has also given us the gift of love making, probably one of the most intense and pleasurable physical experiences. But why do we take this gift and trash it? And then, even laugh or brag about the it.

I'm sure God grieves over this. God might want to get on the Big Momma voice, but in reality, I think he picks up the ripped up sweater of a person and weeps.

Day 332: Black Friday

2010-11-28T07:49:00.001-05:00

Today's Reading: 1 Corinthians 1-4

Right after Thanksgiving, on Black Friday, many people run to the stores to gather up all the high priced and desirable things of this world. Whether it be the most recent technological wonder, the most expensive designer handbag, the latest best seller or the most unique toy, we humans tend to be drawn to these things. We will drive distances, wait outside the doors of stores in the cold or rain, and even fight over the merchandise.

While we are doing this, today's scripture shares what God is choosing--the lowly and despised things.

So I started thinking about this. What do I consider low? What do I despise?

I don't like things that are stinky, dirty or used. I don't like stinky trash. I don't like dirty laundry or dirty dishes. I don't like used, stained or marred clothing or furniture.

We all have trouble engaging with people who are different, either in looks, mannerisms or customs. We despise people who are difficult, who disagree with us or make us uncomfortable. We long to be around people who will bump up our social standing and avoid those who would be "social suicide" to hang around.

God loves the ones who realize their spiritual decay, stink and dirt. God loves the broken, sick and lonely. God loves the poor, the outcast and the "least."

While we run after things which will not satisfy, God is running after us. For while we are yet sinners, Christ died for us.

It was on a Black Friday when God went out and bought the world. Christ traveled all the way from heaven, stood outside the door of our hearts in the rain and fought like the dickens to grab us out of the hand of Satan.

Day 331: Life Long Learner

2010-11-27T17:05:00.008-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 18:19-19:41

Today, it is very chic to claim the title of "Life Long Learner." We are impressed with people who read a lot, who expand their skills, who travel and meet new people, and who are open to learning something new which might change the way they think or act.

This idea of being able to change your mind, to be teachable, is a value indeed.

The Bible calls this process "conversion." Romans 12: 2 states it this way:

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will.

One of the main characters in our text today had this wonderful attribute. Apollos was "teachable." We learn from 18:24-26 that even though he was "eloquent," "well versed in the Scriptures," "instructed in the Way of the LORD," and had great "enthusiasm," he was still open to what others had to teach him.

Priscilla and Aquilla pulled him aside and taught him more "accurately." The word here in Greek means more "exactly" or "more precisely." He knew "only in part."

As the Body of Christ, each of us as individuals knows "only in part." It is wonderful to have one another to sharpen us; "as iron sharpens iron, so a friend sharpens a friend." (Proverbs 27:17)

Gisbertus Voetius, a Dutch Calvinist theologian coined this Latin phrase: "ecclesia reformata, semper reformanda secundum verbum Dei" which means "the church reformed, always just about to be reformed according to the Word of God." It is important to clarify reformation. We are not to be reformed to any new idea but only to the word of God; the Word of God alone brings life.

So how do we interpret the phrase "Word of God?" Does this just refer to the closed canon of Scripture, or does it refer to the "Word who became flesh," even Jesus Christ; and is one more precise--accurate--from the other?

When Paul wrote to the church at Ephesus, he warned them in chapter four:

So Christ himself gave the apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, the pastors and teachers, to equip his people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ. Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of people in their deceitful scheming. Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will grow to become in every respect the mature body of him who is the head, that is, Christ.

All of this, then, demands the question: What if believers disagree on the interpretation of scripture? What if one person wants to teach who, though eloquent and well versed, is not the most accurate? How does one discern if one needs to be reformed or if one is already standing with scripture?

These are hard questions for believers who face hard situations. The answers and the path are not always crystal clear. Verses 17-18 help us with this. We need to confess our weaknesses, our sins and our struggles to one another and be willing to be transparent with one another. We also need to be willing to "throw off" what we once held dear if the Holy Spirit so convicts us.

As we fellowship with one another and with Christ, the Holy Spirit will make the way clear. We need to speak the truth in love with one another. We need to be humble and teachable.

Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires.

James 1: 19-20

Being a life long learner as a disciple is not always as easy as just picking up a newspaper to gain facts. It takes prayer to the Father for wisdom, listening to the Holy Spirit for discernment and trust in Jesus Christ for light upon the path.

Day 330: Work, Labor and Endurance

2010-11-27T16:49:00.004-05:00

Today's Reading: 1 Thessalonians 1-5, 2 Thessalonians 1-3

Paul, educated in the very best schools of his day, is masterful in his writing. His letters each read like mini dissertations, encouraging, arguing, explaining and pointing people to a more accurate way of following Christ.

The letters to the church at Thessalonica is packed with information about life together, death, resurrection and endurance. One could spend a lot of time in these letters. One could stuff them in one's pocket and take them out, reading and re-reading them.

Once again, a phrase, or should I say, as trio of phrases lept out at me. Right from the start, I was blessed by this statement:

We remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith, your labor prompted by love, and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.

For the early church, much of prayer was remembering each other before God. While in prayer, a parade of people marched through the disciples' minds. They lifted up these dear ones to "our God and Father."

I was fascinated by Paul's "faith, hope, love" trio in this verse. The order is changed from the 1 Corinthians 13 passage to "faith, love, and hope." These three seem to be the major attributes of Paul's understanding of discipleship.

As I pondered this phrase, I noticed something in the English translation which did not make sense to me. Paul remembers in prayer the "work," the "labor," and the "endurance." "Work" and "labor" seem synonomous to me. What is the difference?

Back to the Greek I go.

The word for "work" is ergon. This means what I would think the word "work" implies---enterprise, employment, business. The work of the disciple is "produced by" faith. In other words, as the disciple moves into the "harvest fields" (as Jesus called them), the work is not necessarily the sweat of the brow and the toil of the muscles, but the sweat of faith, the sheer belief in the power of Jesus Christ and the certainty of the backing of the throne of God. It is trusting that whatever is done in the name of Jesus Christ and by the will of the Father is not in vain. Faith is the fuel which powers the believer in their ministry of work.

So, then, what is "labor?" To the English ear, it sounds just like "work," but in the Greek it means "a beating," "trouble," "grief and sorrow," and "weariness." "Labor" was a constant in the early church. Persecution was on every side. Believing in Christ was dangerous to one's family, one's body and one's life. Sacrificial love sustained this kind of labor. As God birthed the church, the disciples labored like a womb's muscles. They were pressed, squeezed and cramped up at times. There was great pain which evoked great cries to God. Only love continued their participation--love for their Savior and love for the lost.

How could they continue in this "work" and "labor?" Hope. Hope inspired by the very person of their Lord Jesus Christ. Those who caught the vision and essence of the gospel knew the labors were not forever and the work was not in vain. Though they might not live to see the results, they knew by hope the fruits of their work and labor would come to full maturity. Thus, they could endure, patiently waiting with constancy and steadfastness.

LORD,
Grow in me your faith,
love,
and hope.
I long to be a part
of the birthing of your will.

Day 329: The Very Religious

2010-11-27T16:31:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 17-18:18

There is a difference between being "spiritual" and "religious," and being a "Christian."

Being "spiritual" means you have an intuition that something bigger and more complex is driving the universe and people's motives. Most spiritual people want to be kind, open and loving toward other people. They are seeking "truth" in many forms. They are also seeking pleasant and meaningful experiences. You can be "spiritual" and not be a Christian.

Being "religious" means you honor traditions, customs and rituals. You like the structure of a system which brings you to a place of worship. You have words and rhythms which are important to you. You seek order and want a moral code by which to live. You can be "religious" and not be a Christian.

The people of Athens were spiritual and religious. They were sensitive to the fact that there was an unexplained force in the world. They acknowledged many gods, even acknowledged there might be a god they did not know. They loved to offer their sacrifices and move through the practices of the religions around them. They appreciated objects of worship. But they did not know the one true God.

Paul noticed the idol to the Unknown God and used this as an entry point to speak about the gospel of Jesus Christ. He shared the story of God from creation through resurrection. He started where people were and shared the revelation of Jesus Christ.

Christians might be spiritual. Christians might be religious. Christians, though, always know their God is Christ.

Day 328: Abba, Father

2010-11-27T16:20:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Galatians 4-6

Abba, Father,
I did not know
when I called you Daddy
it meant I no longer
held the place
of an ignorant child
unaware of her inheritance
but the place of
a daughter
with her eyes wide open
with a royal crown
on her brow.

Abba, Father,
I now know
when I call you Daddy
it means I forever
can throw away the status
of slave or servant
to the law of duty
and instead can
join in the household tradition
of serving and being
because I have grown
into full maturity in
love.

Abba, Father,
thank you for including me
in your will and testament
to receive this great
inheritance.
Teach me to be
a good steward of your love;
investing it
sharing it
delighting in
giving it away
and realizing
how much is continually
poured into
my account.

Day 327: Pleased to Reveal

2010-11-27T13:33:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Galatians 1-3

As a child, I liked watching Let's Make a Deal and To Tell the Truth. In both shows, the highlight would be when what was behind the chosen door or who the mystery person truly was was revealed. The waiting was over!

In today's gospel, Paul shares a very important idea: the concept of revelation. He shares how he was raised in a belief system and brought up in a tradition which was very near and dear to his heart until God "was pleased to reveal his Son in me." He says, "The gospel I preached is not of human origin. I did not receive it from anyone, nor was I taught it; rather, I received it by revelation from Jesus Christ."

Paul did not know that he did not know until God opened his eyes to the gospel. Paul could not see what he could not see--Paul could not hear what he could not hear--until it pleased God to reveal it to him.

In many ways, this is helpful as we share our faith and live together in the church. We all need to share what we believe according to the scriptures and as we share, realize each of us must be open to the revelation from Jesus Christ.

God is pleased to reveal this to us in God's own time. This not only means God takes pleasure in the revelation, but God reveals when God chooses, determines or is willing to reveal his son and the gospel to us.

Therefore, we need to be patient with one another. God will choose when the door is opened or the truth is revealed.

Day 326: Sharp disputes and debates

2010-11-24T13:08:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 15-16

As God moves the community of believers forward in mission, there are times when the movement is so fast and great that many begin to complain, have trouble keeping up and/or begin to murmur. This happened as Moses moved the people in the wilderness, as Joshua moved the people into the promised land, as the prophets moved the people into faithfulness and as Jesus moved the disciples into sacrificial love.

We should not be surprised, then, as the Holy Spirit moves the young church into God's vision of salvation, "sharp disputes and debates" occur.

Some of the believers, holding to the Mosaic law, believed all the Gentiles who became converts to the gospel of Jesus Christ needed to be circumcised. As the understanding of "God's people" expanded, those who had been insiders, lovers of the law and faithful believers began to complain and murmur. Were the leaders of the disciples moving too fast, wandering off the path? Or were they following the leading of the Holy Spirit?

Change is hard.

When it seems as though God is changing, it is not only hard but confusing.

How does one discern when God is doing a new thing or when people of God are randomly doing their own new thing?

If the debate between the "certain people came down from Judea to Antioch" and the Paul/Barnabas team had been based solely on the scripture of the day, the "certain people" would have been claimed the winners of the debate. But Paul and Barnabas were the ones truly following the Holy Spirit.

This makes me uncomfortable. It's hard for me when the rules seem to change. It's hard for me to discern when a new wine skin is needed for new wine. This requires much fasting and prayer.

And might result in sharp disputes and debates...

Day 325: Balancing Act

2010-11-24T12:43:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: James 1-5

Do you remember learning to ride a bike? Going from a tricycle to a bicycle usually is helped by some "training wheels." I was one of those people who never had the luxury of the two mini wheels on the back of my bicycle's rear tire. I have skinned knee scars to prove it.

The dialogue of faith and works is one in constant tension in the scriptures. The story of Abraham and the writings of Paul speak strongly of "faith alone." Martin Luther attacked the church's use of indulgences with the mantra of faith and grace alone, claiming that the work of salvation was totally God's and God's alone. In his fervent belief in this, he looked at the letter of James and called it "straw." He said James' emphasis on works was heretical and wanted it ripped from the canon.

At the same time, whenever Jesus speaks about the final judgment, he speaks strongly of sheep and goats--those who do good works and those who do not.

Just as it takes effort and practice to learn to ride a two wheel bike, it takes effort and practice to gain wisdom in the practice of discipleship. Faith and works must together become balanced.

Evangelism without caring for needs is empty. Philanthropy without sharing the gospel is vanity.

Usually, most disciples prefer one "wheel" over the other. Some want to ride the unicycle of only belief in Christ. Others want to ride the unicycle of only meeting needs.

It is very hard to ride a unicycle a long distance into the future.

The balance of the bicycle speeds us forward on the path of life.

Day 324: All in the Life of a Disciple

2010-11-24T12:25:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 13-14

At the beginning of the book of Acts, Jesus charges his disciples to witness first in their home town, then ripple further out until the ends of the earth are reached. Jesus, having lived with them for three years, mentored them in what they could expect as his disciples.

Our passage today ripples out to us, letting us know what we can expect as disciples.

A disciple's ministry is grounded in the worship of the LORD God, in fasting and in prayer. In this posture, the Holy Spirit speaks.

As we listen, the Holy Spirit sets apart and calls disciples for work. Other disciples are to lay hands on them and then are called to fast and pray for each other.

Here is some of the work disciples can expect from our reading today:

We can expect to share the Word of the LORD. Our mouths will need to be opened to preach, proclaim and explain. Our hands will need to be ready to serve.

We can expect to be confronted by spiritual warfare. Just as movement creates a draft, the movement of the Holy Spirit creates a stirring. When God's people move, the enemy loves to chase them. We must be ready for spiritual resistance and battle at all times.

We can expect to welcome new believers. As we labor in the fields, our labors will not be in vain. The LORD will bring about fruit!

We can expect ourselves to speak boldly despite persecution. We are called to stand and stand more. Persecution will follow. When it does, we can rejoice and be glad as we join in the great company of prophets who have gone before us.

We can expect to perform signs and wonders. Miracles are part of the life of a disciple. The Holy Spirit uses miraculous power to open up new avenues of ministry.

We can expect division. Sad though it is, the Word of God is sharper than a two edged sword and it divides and cuts, sometimes in directions which surprise us.

We can expect being put on a pedestal. People just coming to the LORD might begin to idolize the messenger of the King who is in their midst instead of the LORD God King, himself. Beware, O disciples!

We can expect to share the testimony of God's mighty deeds as we witness to the believers and non believers alike.

The disciple's life is enveloped by the Word of God and the delighting of sharing His mighty deeds. These deeds are so powerful, they bring much blowing in their wake.

Expect it.

Day 323: The Power of Prayer

2010-11-24T12:07:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 11-12

Scripture, at times, reads like a comedy.

In our passage today, the disciples are gathered together, fervently praying, sustaining prayer. Some of their most beloved have been killed--Stephen and James, the son of John. Now Peter is in Herod's prison. They are imploring God to intervene.

Suddenly, there is a knock on the door. So wrapped up in prayer are they, they send a child to answer the door. The very one for whom they have been praying, Peter, is standing, miraculously freed from prison, waiting to be welcomed into the house. The girl runs in to tell the good news.

Despite their prayers, they are unbelieving.

“You’re out of your mind,” they told the girl. When she kept insisting that it was so, they said, “It must be his angel.”

The great news incarnate continues to knock at the door. The answer to their prayer is right in their midst. Despite Jesus' earlier statement, "Blessed is the one who has not seen yet still believes," even the most fervent pray-ers often need to see and touch the results of their prayers.

When we connect to God through fervent prayer, it is obvious that we are totally unaware of the "high voltage" connection. Our Heavenly Father is the designer, creator and ruler of all the universe. His power, majesty and resources are beyond our imagining.

I think if we really understood the power of prayer, we would either run from it...

or fall before the throne of God constantly, spilling forth our desires for the kingdom.

Day 322: Continual Conversion

2010-11-24T11:12:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 9-10

Our readings today begin with Saul, convinced of his righteousness, who is breathing murderous threats against the LORD's disciples. Along the way, he is struck down by the light of God and the voice of Jesus Christ. He experiences a conversion as he says, "Yes, LORD."

Ananias, who has had beloved friends who were tortured by Saul, is called by God to mentor his enemy. His answer to God's call--"Yes, LORD,"---not only leads to the raising up of a mighty leader for God, but a deepening conversion about the mighty will of God which were not even in his scope of possibilities.

Peter, a Jewish disciple of the LORD whose ministry was well defined in his mind, receives a vision from the LORD which widens his view of those worthy to be a part of the kingdom. As he says "Yes, LORD," he moves and sits at table with those whom he previously despised, and witnesses the work of the Holy Spirit in a new way. His boundaries are converted.

As believers in Christ, we experienced a conversion when we turned from the world and our idols to self and embraced Jesus Christ as LORD and Savior. But with every word from the LORD, we have the opportunity to respond, "Yes, LORD," as the LORD continually converts, shapes and molds us into the disciples and the church he is calling us to be.

May our response always be, "Yes, LORD."

Day 321: Trusting God without a foothold

2010-11-24T10:53:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 7-8

In the Indiana Jones classic Raiders of the Lost Ark, Jones gives us a true picture of faith. He is stationed on one side of a huge pit and needs to get to the other. He is told to walk across it, but there is no obvious place to put his foot. It seems, if he steps forward in faith, he will fall into a bottomless pit. In faith, he steps forward, and discovers he is standing on solid ground. He steps again, and again, finally crossing the bottomless pit.

As Stephen stands before those who would judge him, in fact stone him to death, it appears he has nothing to stand upon but the gospel of Jesus Christ. He speaks of how Abram stepped out into nothingness, trusting what God had told him, despite all odds.

"God gave Abraham no inheritance here, not even enough ground to set his foot on. But God promised him that he and his descendants after him would possess the land, even though at that time Abraham had no child."

Many times in our own lives we come to a place where the road is not clear, where the future seems uncertain, where there seems to be not enough ground to set our feet. It is in many ways a scary place to be. We fear we will fall, that all will collapse around us, that the promises of God are too unrealistic, that we must save ourselves.

Over and over again, the scriptures give us wisdom, mentoring us during these times of faith crisis. "Step forward in faith." Even when we can't see the outcome, even when we can't trust the circumstances, we can trust God.

I will rest in this knowledge.

Day 320: Turf Wars

2010-11-17T07:47:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 4-6

The disciples, filled with the Holy Spirit, are going forth in the name of Jesus Christ. They preach the Word of God, just as Jesus had commanded them, and signs and wonders follow in their wake. The crowds notice that common, uneducated people are speaking with authority, boldness and power.

The priests, Sadducees and temple guards notice, too.

Turf, power and authority once held by the religious officials is being challenged by these "Jesus followers." The priests and Sadducees thought they had dealt sufficiently with Jesus, but now, instead of one miracle worker and challenger to the status quo, disciples of this "rebel" are flooding the streets. It is as if by killing the leader, they have multiplied the power.

Why are they upset?

Two reasons.

The disciples are teaching the people. The religious officials once held the monopoly on this power. These disciples of Jesus, considered rejects at one time, unintelligent, unschooled, common folk, not only have the audacity to teach the people, they are teaching with power and authority. The people are flocking to them. It is as if the pastors of the old system are jealous because all their people are leaving their churches and going after something new. Jesus' disciples are moving in on their turf.

The disciples are preaching about Jesus' resurrection. Not only did the Sadducees preach against the concept of resurrection, the very people in this story--Annas and Caiaphas--were the ones who gave Jesus over to Herod and Pilate to be crucified. They were the ones who plotted. They were the ones who accused. They were the ones who stirred up the crowds against Jesus. The resurrection trumps their ace. The resurrection reclaims the temple, the traditions and the people of God. The resurrection of Jesus Christ storms the gates of a corrupt system and plants God's standard of victory in the hearts of his people.

A spiritual war has begun.

The disciples, armed with the Holy Spirit, are the heralds of Christ. They are marching into the holy city, Jerusalem, and setting captives free. They are proclaiming the good news of salvation and freedom.

And the prince of darkness does not like it.

The prince of darkness pulls out his greatest weapons and fires them at the disciples. He tells them to be quiet. He threatens their lives. He wants to strike their hearts with the fiery arrow of fear.

At one time, the disciples cowered and ran when this Goliath prince of darkness taunted them. Now, like their ancestor David, they stand proclaiming only the fear of God.
“Which is right in God’s eyes: to listen to you, or to him? You be the judges! As for us, we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard.”

“We must obey God rather than human beings! The God of our ancestors raised Jesus from the dead—whom you killed by hanging him on a cross. God exalted him to his own right hand as Prince and Savior that he might bring Israel to repentance and forgive their sins. We are witnesses of these things, and so is the Holy Spirit, whom God has given to those who obey him.”

The reclaiming of God's people and God's turf which began at the cross is now spreading like wild fire.

And the prince of darkness and his followers can do nothing to stop it!

Day 319: Theolphilus People

2010-11-16T09:29:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Acts 1-3

The book of Acts has often been called The Acts of the Apostles. In it, we see the work of the church spreading the good news of the gospel, first in Jerusalem, then to Judea and all Samaria, and finally to the ends of the earth.

The book is the sequel to the gospel of Luke. With the same care and attention to detail, Luke writes to Theophilus, perhaps a Greek official whom Luke is mentoring into discipleship.

I love the name Theophilus. It is the combination of two Greek words, theos, which means God and philus, meaning lover or friend. This book is written to the "Friend of God" or, in other words, "The One who loves God."

Right from the start, the friends, the disciples of Jesus, are asking about Jesus' return to them. It must be frightening to imagine life without Jesus' presence after spending the last three years having him right with them. This farewell is hard on them.

"Lord, at this time, are you going to restore the kingdom?" Will we be a part of the culmination of your ministry? Will we see your way ushered into our community? Are you going to set up your kingdom here, in Jerusalem? Will you continue your work of teaching us, reaching the outcasts, healing the sick and speaking truth to our leaders?

Jesus says to them, "Dear, dear friends, your focus is off once again. The time and date are not for you to know. But this is what you will know. You will be my witnesses. The kingdom will be ushered in by you and the acting of my Holy Spirit within you."

"You will receive power; power to be my witnesses."

The call of every Theophilus is to be open to the receiving of the Holy Spirit's power, to be drenched and filled with the Spirit! When this happens, the Theophilus people witness to Jesus. They witness in their own towns. They witness beyond their homes. They even witness to the ends of the earth.

Though this witness might appear to be the Acts of the Apostles, the Acts of the Disciples, the Acts of the Theophilus People, it is in fact the Acts of the Holy Spirit working through the redeemed.

So, dear Theophilus, how will the Holy Spirit act through you today? What will be written about what God is doing through you? Chapter 29 of Acts has not yet been written.

You are writing it today, dear Theophilus people!

Day 318: Too familiar?

2010-11-15T10:11:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Luke 24, John 20-21

Has the "beauty of the earth"
and the "glory of the skies"
become for me
too familiar--
an expected grace--
like food on my table
and warmth in my bed
so much so
that I have lost
the awe
and wonder
and gratitude?

Has the joy of friendship
and the love of family
become for me
too familiar--
an expected gift--
so much so
that I forget
to cherish
to speak
my gratitude?

Has the suffering of Christ
and the miracle of resurrection
become for me
too familiar--
an expected season--
so much so
that I forget
the cost
the extreme surprise
the gratitude?

Has the splendor of the ascension
and the power of the King of Kings
become for me
too familiar--
an expected presence--
so much so
that I forget
to be dumb struck
to kneel and bow
in gratitude?

Day 317: Commissioned Officers

2010-11-15T09:35:00.004-05:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 28, Mark 16

Last week, I attended a forty piece brass band Veteran's Day concert. My uncle, one of the founding members of the Old Crown Brass Band, was playing his new and very shiny tuba. During the Viet Nam War, he had played in the military band. He loves brass and marches and John Phillips Sousa.

One of the concert selections was a tribute to the armed forces during which veterans stood when their branch's theme was played. Just down the row from me, an older gentleman grasped the chair in front of him, supporting himself as he stood. As the band played, his bent back stretched to full height, straightening taller with each note. I caught a glimpse of the once strong and proud young officer. As tears streamed down his face, I found my eyes watering. I wondered what he had witnessed, how many of his friends had died and what memories were stored in his heart.

Witnessing this man's dedication changed how I read the passages assigned for today. I have known about the "Great Commission" most of my life...Go, make disciples, preach, teach, baptize. Suddenly, the word "commission" had new meaning.

I began to research the role and duty of a "commissioned officer." I found this definition:

Commissioned officers derive authority directly from a sovereign power and, as such, hold a commission charging them with the duties and responsibilities of a specific office or position. Commissioned officers are typically the only persons, in a military environment, able to act as the commanding officer (according to the most technical definition of the word) of a military unit. [10 U.S.C. § 101, US Congress, 2009-01-05]

As disciples of Jesus Christ, we are commissioned officers, deriving our authority from the one sovereign power who claims "all authority in heaven and on earth." We have our "marching orders" to spread the good news. Our commander in chief has promised to provide amazing demonstrations of his power through us; he also promises his presence as we execute the mission.

After talking with some military personnel, I realized when a command is given, obedience is expected, even if one is ordered into the fray of battle. When storming the beaches of Normandy, the soldiers did not have the option to stay on the boats. When patrolling the coasts of Korea, the PT inhabitants were not offered the luxury of sleeping in. When in the jungles of Viet Nam, the foot soldiers were not offered comfort, but told to move forward and gain ground. When flying over the Middle East, the pilots were not on a joy ride. Each person, each unit, each branch of the service. dependent on the others, worked together under the commander to fulfill the objective toward a successful mission.

As a child, I memorized the following nursery rhyme:

For want of a nail the shoe was lost.
For want of a shoe the horse was lost.
For want of a horse the rider was lost.
For want of a rider the battle was lost.
For want of a battle the kingdom was lost.
And all for the want of a horseshoe nail.

If I am slack in my Christian calling, if I do not respond to the Great Commission of my LORD, what will be lost?

LORD, when you say "Go!" do not allow my fears or discomforts to paralyze me.
Do not allow my apathy to hold me prisoner of the spiritual war.
Teach me to respond immediately to your call, your command, your commission.

Day 316: Blind lips

2010-11-13T09:01:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Luke 23, John 18-19

Throughout the Passion story, the gospel writers have the accusing characters speaking prophetic words...Words that expose the amazing work of salvation.

Here are three examples of amazing theology spoken from blinded lips.

The chief priest, the man responsible for offering up the spotless sacrificial lamb, is the one who turns Jesus over for execution. Thinking he is speaking about hushing a possible rebellion against the Roman empire, he says that it would be better for one man to die (Jesus) than for the whole nation to be destroyed.

Hmmm...Caiaphas believes he is making a political decision, when in actuality, he is officiating the great sacrifice of the spotless Lamb of God, whose substitutionary death will make possible the cancellation of death for many. One man, Jesus, to save not only the nation of Israel, but many others also.

The crowd, stirred up by the priests, in their shouting to Pilate, yell, "Crucify him!" When Pilate states he will not have the guilt of putting an innocent man to death upon his conscience, the crowd replies, "His blood be upon us and on our children."

Hmmm...May this blind statement truly be heard by God! May Christ's saving blood cover me and my children, and save us from the angel of death! The blood of Christ on us and on our children is God's plan of salvation.

When Jesus is brought before Herod, the puppet king of the Jews, Herod states, "He (Jesus) has done nothing to deserve death." Herod thinks Jesus has not committed a heinous crime which demands execution, according to Roman and Jewish law.

Hmmm...The truth is, Jesus is the only one who has done nothing to deserve death. All others have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. The wages of sin is death. Jesus, the sinless one, truly has done nothing to deserve death and thus is the only one able to make the sacrifice for all humanity.

Blinded lips which are speaking the plan of God.

Jesus didn't need to speak.

The characters of the Passion scene were all speaking truth, even though they were deaf to their own words.

Day 315: Priests Behaving Poorly

2010-11-12T19:01:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 27, Mark 15

Today, I decided to follow a group of characters not usually followed in these passages. Check out the priests and you can understand why the people were oppressed, not just by the Romans, but by the very ones who were called to shepherd the flock of Israel.

#1 Priests are supposed to be "Holy to the LORD." The band upon their foreheads declares this. Their loyalty to God is compromised as soon as they begin to plot and scheme against an innocent brother of theirs. Like the older brothers of Joseph, these jealous priests wish death for their kinsman and sell him to foreigners as worse than a slave.

#2 Priests are supposed to be in the business of reconciliation, mediation and forgiveness by overseeing the confessions and sacrifices of their people. Judas comes, siezed by remorse, repentant and in need of forgiveness. He comes to the priests. He falls on his knees and begs for mercy. The priests turn their noses up at him and say, "What is that to us? It is your responsibility!" WRONG! The Holy Spirit worked on his heart, brought him to the place of repentance and the priests shirk their duty of compassion and love. I believe it will be easier on Judas on the day of judgment than for the priests.

#3 Priests are supposed to follow the laws of Moses. They break one of the ten commandments as they bear false witness against one of their own. They stir the crowd and misuse their power for political gain. They stand on the side of a violent criminal and do not protect their people.

#4 Priests are supposed to honor God in all things. Instead, they mock God, laughing at God, baring their teeth and snarling like dogs.

Poorly done, Priests. May God have mercy on your souls.

Day 314: You know the way

2010-11-11T17:05:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: John 14-17

These four chapters in John could be studied for a lifetime and still have unearthed and mysterious treasures to offer, and yet, in many ways, these words of Jesus are as clear as clear can be.

Jesus shares his time on earth is short; he is returning to the Father. The disciples understand the Father is God, YHWH, the one and only God of Israel. Jesus came from the Father and is going home to the Father. Jesus wants his disciples to follow him to his Father's house.

Although the disciples have never been to Jesus' father's home, Jesus tells them, "You know the way." The disciples scratch their heads. They do not have a papyrus map. They do not have access to map quest. They do not have GPS. They have no yellow brick road to lead them to the place of the throne surrounded by emerald light. Jesus says, "You know the way," and the disciples reply, "No, we don't."

Show us the way. Show us the place. Show us the Father. Give us a clue. Point us in the right direction. Draw us a map.

Jesus is frustrated.

"You know the way. I am the way. I am the map. I am the Father."

How confusing this must have been for linear thinking disciples as Jesus once again speaks of unearthly things by means of word pictures.

I am the vine, you are the branches.

I am the good shepherd, you are the sheep.

I am the way, you are to follow.

I am the truth, you are to listen.

I am the life, you are created for eternity.

I and the Father are one, you are one with us.

Many disciples today still are scratching their heads like Phillip.

"We don't understand what you are saying, Jesus."

"Could you explain it in a clearer way?"

Jesus says to each of us, "You know the way to the place I am going."

Is it confusing because it is complex?

Or because it is so simple?

Day 313: The Enigma of the Kataluma

2010-11-11T15:52:00.004-05:00

Today's Reading: Luke 22, John 13

Jesus sent Peter and John, saying, “Go and make preparations for us to eat the Passover.” “Where do you want us to prepare for it?” they asked. He replied, “As you enter the city, a man carrying a jar of water will meet you. Follow him to the house that he enters, and say to the owner of the house, ‘The Teacher asks: Where is the kataluma, where I may eat the Passover with my disciples?’ He will show you a large room upstairs, all furnished. Make preparations there.” They left and found things just as Jesus had told them. So they prepared the Passover.

Jesus is preparing to host the Passover feast for his disciples. He wants to make sure there is a gracious and spacious place for this meal. As the epitome of hospitality, he has prearranged a welcoming place for his beloved disciples.

The upper room--the kataluma--of a house was the most comfortable space only affordable to the most affluent of the day. Most households could barely afford a lean-to dwelling, much less a two story home. A kataluma provided an escape from the noise street level and allowed cool breezes to flow on a stifling evening. A kataluma was reserved for honored guests in a rich man's house. This was the room Jesus chose for his banquet.

Interestingly, the only other time a kataluma is mentioned in the Bible was in an earlier chapter of Luke. We English readers miss this reference, for the other time the word is used, it is not translated as "a large room upstairs" or "upper room."

In the other passage, the room has not been made ready for the most wonderful guest, no preparations have taken place, hospitality is not extended. In fact, quite the opposite occurs. The mysterious and hidden guest is put out on the street.

Who was the guest? Where was this place? Why did this happen?

Consider the enigma of the kataluma.

So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David, because he belonged to the house and line of David. He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no room in the kataluma.

Day 312: For Thirty Pieces of Silver

2010-11-11T15:17:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 26, Mark 14

For thirty pieces of silver
(twenty five dollars today)
A slave in the mire pits of Egypt
Could be bought and sent free away.

For thirty pieces of silver
(the wages for one week of work)
A man tried to buy off a prophet
who threw the coins back in the dirt.

For thirty pieces of silver
(enough for a sword and a knife)
An impatient zealot sold Jesus
Blood money to buy yet more strife.

For thirty pieces of silver
(imagine the grief of no hope)
The betrayer sought silence from anguish
At the end of a strangling rope.

For thirty pieces of silver
(to purchase a small plot of land)
A grave yard to bury the outcasts
Became the snake-like priests' plan.

For thirty pieces of silver
(the price of a Passover Lamb)
The eternal crown Prince of All Heaven
Brought vict'ry to those Satan damned.

Day 311: A Long Time in Coming

2010-11-11T14:18:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 25

I have never been a good girl scout.

All that stuff about being prepared fell on my deaf ears. Though I have always tried to be someone who thinks of everything, I always forget something. The thrill of the moment often leaves me lacking later. On a trip, I often forget a toothbrush or some shampoo, an umbrella or a blow drier, and I need to rely on my faithful, steady, prepared husband to loan to or share with me.

I can just see the virgins getting ready for the bridegroom's arrival--so excited about their gowns or new hairdos, perhaps their painted nails or slippers. They might think only of the moment. Surely there is enough oil in the lamp, gas in the tank, faith in the heart to get them to the great banquet feast. Carrying more oil, more faith, more love, more hope, might be cumbersome and not fit in their designer handbag. It might not fit with their lifestyle of the present. After all, they have enough to get by, don't they?

And then the bridegroom delays. The prayers seem to bounce off the ceiling. Life gets busy or tough or just plain confusing. The bridegroom's eager waiters get tired of waiting, distracted by the chatter among themselves, drowsy in the drone of ritualism, legalism and traditionalism. They fall asleep.

I notice my drowsiness sometimes. I sometimes forget to trim my wick and life gets smoky. I think, I'll have enough to get me there; I might roll in on the fumes, but I'd hate to stop and fill my tank. What an interruption that would be!

LORD, let me heed the warning.
Help me to store up lots and lots and lots of oil.
May I be so filled to the brim with your oil that I glide right into your arms and dance the whole celebration!

Come, LORD Jesus, quickly come!

Day 310: The phrase on the floor

2010-11-11T09:52:00.004-05:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 24

A funny thing happens to me when I read a passage using lectio divina style. Lectio Divina is an ancient practice of slowly and meditatively reading scripture. As you read, you wait for a phrase or word to leap out at you. Once it does, you hold it, examine it and listen to what God is saying to you through it.

Today, I was fascinated by the phrase "Jesus left the temple and walked away."

I set that phrase in the floor of my mind and walked around it, looking at it from many angles.

On the surface, Jesus has finished worship and is leaving that holy space to continue his day. Perhaps he has been refreshed by being with other believers and now continues on his journey.

But then I think, how does Jesus worship if he himself is God and is the object of all worship in heaven, on earth and under the earth? I also ponder that it is not possible for Jesus to leave a holy place because his very presence makes any place holy.

Hmmm....

As I move around this phrase, I ask myself, "How can Jesus leave the temple when he himself IS the temple?" I then remember how God's vision of a place of worship is a tabernacle--a place which moves wherever God leads, a tent not set in stone. This temple cannot move. It cannot follow Jesus. It is as stuck in its traditions and falsehood as it is upon its foundation. Is Jesus leaving and walking away from the cultic center of a people, and therefore walking away from them?

Hmmm...

As I walk around this passage, I bump into Jesus' disciples who are examining their own lectio divina word. They are stuck on the temple. "Come over here, Jesus," they say. "Come over here and look at this temple, these gorgeous stones. Let's stand and ponder them awhile."

I want to laugh at them. I want to tell them they are distracted by stones and buildings. I want to tell them they have once again missed the point. Don't they see Jesus? Don't they know he is the stone, the rock of all ages? Don't they know he is the temple, the living, moving presence of God? Why do they think they need to show Jesus anything he doesn't already see? Is Jesus so dull that he needs his disciples to call his attention to anything, much less a building? Haven't they learned the things which bring awe to people are usually the very things Jesus leaves behind--walks away from?

As I pick up my phrase and now walk further in the passage, Jesus is warning me not to be deceived, not to be distracted by false teachers, false messiahs. "Walk away from them and follow me," I hear him say.

LORD, today you must teach me to recognize and leave the false.
LORD, today you must teach me to not be distracted by the things of this world.
LORD, today you must teach me to listen to your warning and to walk into your great unknown.

Day 309: Self Conscious

2010-11-11T09:33:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Mark 13

Sometimes I think of martyrdom.

I wonder, if I were arrested and tortured for my faith, would I be able to stand.

These thoughts scare me at first. I think about the pain to my body, the disgrace, the shame. I think about how weak I am; how quickly I would deny my whole Source of Meaning for a moment of relief or comfort. I think about how stupidly unwise I am; how easy it would be to trick me or ensnare me in a lie.

I become very conscious of myself--my inabilities, my frailties, my lack of courage.

I think of martyrdom because Jesus tells me and all Christians to be ready; be prepared. Am I a fool to think such a thing could happen to me, a law abiding American? Or is God warning me to be aware?

I cannot say why I think of martyrdom.

I am not an overly dramatic person, perhaps just a very realistic one.

One would think these thoughts would scare me half to death, and they do, at first. But then, in my head--in the recesses of my memory bank--is planted Jesus' promise to his disciples.
Whenever you are arrested and brought to trial, do not worry beforehand about what to say. Just say whatever is given you at the time, for it is not you speaking, but the Holy Spirit.

If, in the moment of trial, I can put aside my self consciousness and, by God's grace, have Holy Spirit consciousness, I need not worry. God will use His instrument--my mouth, my body, my life--upon which to play His truth.

When I think of martyrdom, I am comforted.

I have The Comforter to guard me against falling prey to the comforts of this kingdom on earth. This Comforter will bear its on testimony to my soul. This Comforter gives me peace, above my understanding.

Day 308: Careful, careful, careful

2010-11-11T09:17:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 23, Luke 20-21

Memo to self: Careful, careful, careful!

1. When you preach, do not beat the flock. Remember, you are preaching to yourself more strongly than to anyone else. Remember, you are a sinner. Careful, careful, careful.

2. Do not expect others to carry the load if you are not right there beside them. Remember, your own burdens have been carried by Christ and many by them. Remember, you are a servant. Careful, careful, careful.

3. Do not parade about or lord over others. Remember, keep your spirit humble by frequent private visits with God. Remember, you are just one of the multitude of believing priests. Careful, careful, careful.

4. Crucify your pride; you are no better than anyone. Remember to take the lowest seat and seek the last place. Remember, the glory is not yours, it is God's. Careful, careful, careful.

5. Beware of titles; use them only when necessary. Remember, you are no better because of your education or ordination. Remember, you belong to God. Careful, careful, careful.

6. Watch out for the bragging tongue. Remember your Teacher, your Messiah. Remember, you are to boast only in him. Careful, careful, careful.

Day 307: Why do they hate you, Jesus?

2010-11-11T08:53:00.003-05:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 22, Mark 12

Why do they hate you, Jesus Dear?
Why do they set for you a snare?
Why do they question the Son of God?
Why do they hate you, Jesus?

Is it because you're so very kind?
Is it because you draw the line?
Is it because you're the Son of God?
Why do they hate you, Jesus?

Is it because you welcome the child?
Is it because with the sinner you're mild?
Is it because you're the Son of God?
Why do they hate you, Jesus?

Perhaps it's because the stories you tell.
Perhaps it's because with the lepers you dwell.
Perhaps it's because you're the Son of God.
Why do they hate you, Jesus?

Maybe your eyes see too much truth.
Maybe your words leave their lying lips mute.
Maybe they can't bear the Son of God.
Why do they hate you, Jesus?

I think the cause is you bring them fear.
You challenge the value of all they hold dear.
They cannot bear you, O Son of God.
That's why they hate you, Jesus.

Your presence alone is too much for them.
Your purpose exposes their every whim.
They want to destroy you, O Son of God.
They really hate you, Jesus.

Your sword of truth cuts them to the quick
They plot and they ploy in order to trick
The all seeing and knowing Son of God.
Why don't you hate them, Jesus?

Do you not hate their sneering eyes?
Do you not hate their accusing lies?
How can you stand them, O Son of God?
Why don't you hate them, Jesus?

How can your garment of blood cover all?
Why do you anguish to cancel the fall?
How can this be, O true Son of God?
Why do you love us, Jesus?

Day 306: Save us!

2010-11-11T08:30:00.002-05:00

Today's Reading: Mark 11, John 12

I have noticed something about myself. Sometimes, when singing national anthems or patriotic songs, I am so swept up in the music, the emotion, the tradition, the regal-ness of the moment, I miss the words I am singing. The words become a part of the rote ritual. Because of the swelling of the heart brought upon by the moment, I miss the meaning. I love the moment; I love the unity of the crowd, the vocal chorus of a thousand voices, the joy of being a part of the larger whole.

I wonder if this is how the woman or the man or the little child upon the shoulder of her father felt as they waved the palm flags over their heads and cried, "Hosanna!" Was it a sunny day? Was it a perfect day for the parade? Were they tired of the dullness of life and longing for a festival? Was someone selling olives and figs to raise money for the synagogue or local children's sports group? Were town musicians on hand to keep the crowd merry and entertained? Were young maids vying to be crowned "Palm Princess?"

Does anyone now or did anyone then see the sacrifice about to be made by the one at the very center of the street? Did they hear the prayer of their own word, "Hosanna!--save us, now!" Did anyone even have a clue as to their deep need and the great cost to meet that need?

Just as we see soldiers in dress uniform marching to the beat of the drum and the music of the band and think, "O how handsome! O how wonderful!" and do not consider toward what they are marching, I believe the crowd on that first Palm Sunday had no idea what was before the Man they were heralding.

Soon, the soldiers will load the boats or the planes and be taken into the fray of the battle. Soon, the Christ will load the cross and be the target of all of Satan's fury and fiery arrows.

We smile and cheer and sing our songs, and cannot imagine what lies ahead. We do not comprehend the cost of the requested salvation.

Day 305: The little donkey

2010-11-03T19:50:00.003-04:00

Today's Reading: Luke 18:15-19:48

I woke this morning at the dawn
And put my muddy boots upon
My feet and trudged out to the barn
To feed my gentle donkey.

Her foal, a frisky little thing,
Nudged at her teet, the milk to bring,
I brought her oats, she thought I king!
I stroked my gentle donkey.

Each day, this ritual performed
Each day, inside our musty barn
Each day, upon each chilly morn
Tending my gentle donkey.

One day a knock came at my door
Two men I had not seen before
Two men now seeking to implore
About my gentle donkey.

They looked her up, they looked her down
And then upon the colt's fair crown
They pat his back, his belly round
Wanting my gentle donkey.

"This young unbridled buck will do."
I asked, "For what?" And "Why?" And "Who?"
"It's what the LORD requires of you."
They said, about my donkey.

From time beginning was the plan
For this young buck to bear the Man
Upon whom all Creation stands
Who'll ride my little donkey.

And so the donkey was not mine
But created for this time
When all of life will sing the rhyme--
The King upon His donkey.

The reins I put into his hand.
Such joy to think me in the plan
To raise, and then be in the band
Led by this little donkey.

O LORD, you are so good and fair
To let me in your kingdom share
By tending and by giving care
To yours--Your little donkey.

Day 304: My favorite parable!

2010-11-01T20:13:00.004-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 20-21

What's your favorite parable? For many, the parable of the Prodigal Son gets top bid. Other's who love the twenty-third Psalm vote for the parable of the Good Shepherd. The parable of the workers in the vineyard is my very most favorite one of all.

To me as one who has "worked in the vineyard" since the early morning, it gives great hope and intense joy to think it is never too late here on this earth to turn to Jesus. What absolutely gorgeous grace!

Many get upset with this parable, as if working in the fields of the LORD was a labor not filled with joy. To me, being a Christian and walking with the LORD with the Holy Spirit to guide me has been the most abundant life I can imagine! Oh, that everyone could feel such contentment and joy their whole lives long.

And as far as heaven goes, I say, the more the merrier! Why would anyone who loves the LORD want to complain about more people receiving mercy, just like me. Grace is an amazing thing---the more Christ shares, the more there is.

So here's to the 9:00, Noon, 3:00, 6:00 and late evening entrants into the vineyard. I say, welcome, and pass them a glass of wine!

My Father says:
My house must be filled; Come in!
The table is spread; Come in!
You who are hungry for righteousness--Come in!

Day 303: Right to the Heart of the Matter

2010-10-30T13:50:00.003-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 19, Mark 10

A rich man--perhaps a very good student who pleased his parents, who got the job, who worked hard, who saved his money, who invested well, who has position, who lacks nothing, save the guarantee of kingdom citizenship--comes to Jesus and asks the question of the day.

What must I do to inherit eternal life?

I've loved my parents and provided for them. I've been faithful to my wife. I am trustworthy and fair. I am not a violent man. I am generous and kind to my colleagues.

I have been a good boy.

I am now a good man.

What must I do to get eternal life?

Jesus' eyes become focused, zooming vision into the man's heart, checking every cell of intention for health and wholeness. He sees a growing cancer of greed, pride, idolatry and love of mammon.

"Sell everything you have, give it to the poor; and then come, and follow me."

Too much, Lord; you ask too much.

The man walks away.

Does this mean all who follow Jesus must own nothing?

Or does this mean each of us has something sitting upon the throne of our hearts where Christ alone must reign?

For this man, to give up his riches was his greatest challenge. For this man, to share with the poor around him was his deepest need.

What is my greatest challenge? What holds me back from completely embracing the life God has set forth for me for all eternity?

What am I tempted to hoard? Is it money? Is it pride? Is it control? Is it unforgiveness?

What would Jesus have me give up? Unload? Drop? So that I can follow him? Anywhere... Anytime...

What is it that keeps me continually walking away from Jesus?

That is the heart of the matter.

Day 302: A very strange verse

2010-10-30T13:24:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Luke 17:11-18:14

"Where there is a dead body, there the vultures will gather."

So...

I'm reading along, reading along...

I'm saying to myself, "Yes, this passage is familiar; Yes, I've heard this before; Yes, I've heard sermons on this; Yes, I've studied this."

And then I hit a strange verse.

If this verse would have been pulled out of scripture and I had been asked from whence it came, I might have guessed Shakespeare or Tennyson, but never would have guessed its originator to be Jesus!

Yet another good reason to read the Bible multiple times. We miss things if we don't.

So why the talk of dead bodies and vultures in the middle of a discourse about the final days and the coming kingdom of God. Is this saying all the distruction will happen, there will be dead bodies all around and then the vultures will have a banquet? I don't think so.

The disciples are concerned about the Kingdom of God. Where is it? What is it? When will it come?

These are questions still asked by theologians, science fiction writers, politicians and everyday common folk.

Jesus replies by saying, "Sometimes you all are asking the wrong questions." For Jesus, "when" and "where" are not as important as "who." The questions Jesus wants us to ask are "Will we be a part of it?" and "Will we recognize it?"

Jesus' answer to these two questions is a statement. If the statement were broken down into two rhetorical questions, they might be these:

Do vultures eat dead meat?

Does anyone need to tell a vulture where carrion is?

As the Holy Spirit has its way with our lives, Jesus' death and resurrection for our sakes guarantees our part in the kingdom. And just as vultures instinctively come to dead flesh, we, who are created in God's image, will recognize the kingdom.

Day 301: Jesus wept

2010-10-30T12:56:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: John 11

Did Jesus weep
Because his friend
Had suffered and was dead?
Did he mourn deeply
As we do
With sorrow and with dread?

Did Jesus weep
For his best friends
Did not yet understand?
Did he feel lonely
For dearest ones were
Blinded to his plan?

Or did he weep
To know that for
His own great glory's sake
His most beloved,
Gentle one must twice
Death's evil face?

Perhaps he wept
With great relief--
As one who loves so dear--
To know the battle's
End was soon
And victory was near!

Day 300: So watch yourselves

2010-10-30T12:32:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Luke 16-17:10

Jesus, like his Heavenly Father, hates sin. And he abhors those who lead others into sin. Jesus hates those who prey upon others, who dupe others, who tempt others.

So check out the sins railed against in the Ten Commandments and watch yourself.

1. No other gods before me. Am I fiercely loyal to YHWH or do I nod my assent to other gods? Do I encourage others to foster other allegiances?

2. No graven images. Do I buy trinkets, totems and idols as home decor? Do I worship things and encourage others to do the same?

3. No vain talk about God. Do I allow God's name to be taken lightly in my presence? Do I promise things of God to others and then not follow through?

4. Sabbath keeping. Do I cause others to work on Sabbath? Do I plan events which pull people away from their families and worship on their Sabbath day?

5. Honoring parents. Do I allow people to speak disrespectfully about their parents in my presence? Do I dishonor my parents verbally?

6. Don't murder. Do I speak out against killings? War? Abortion? Capital punishment? Euthanasia? Are all these things wrong or are there exceptions?

7. No adultery. Do I allow unmarried people to sleep together in my home? Do I flirt with those who are attached to another? Do I wear seductive clothing?

8. No stealing. Do I encourage dishonesty of any sort? Do I gossip and thus steal another's good name?

9. No false witness. Have I ever encouraged someone to fudge on anything? Do I lie about another to make myself look better?

10. No coveting. Do I take my children shopping, insisting they must have something which is not affordable? Do I encourage my family members or friends to want something belonging to others--fame, position, prestige?
What is highly valued among men is detestable in God's sight.

I guess I better start watching myself.

Day 299: Hating Mom and Dad?

2010-10-30T12:18:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Luke 14-15

Jesus says some pretty radical things.

Intentionally lower yourself.

Invite poor people to your house.

Leave ninety nine sheep behind and go look for one.

Hate your mom and dad.

This last one was always a hard one for me. I absolutely loved my Mother and my Daddy. After all, I was instructed by the Ten Commandments to honor them. They birthed, raised, cared for, provided for and loved me like none other. They prayed for me, taught me, sang to me, shared their faith and dreams with me. How could I not love them?

I didn't understand this passage until I received "the call" from God. My dad thought the call would ruin his plans for my life. My mother thought the call was extravagant and irresponsible. I knew the call was exactly what God created me to do.

For seven years, I honored my parents and followed their dreams for me.

Then, in my daily devotional, I fell upon this passage.
If anyone comes to me and does not hate his father and mother, his wife and children, his brothers and sisters—yes, even his own life—he cannot be my disciple.

I called my parents and with tears told them I could no longer fulfill their dream for me. I had to obey God's call.

Jesus' call upon our lives does not allow us to have any other loyalty above our allegiance to him. We are not to allow anything to stand in the way of what God's will is for our lives. All traditions, schedules, attachments must submit to our new life in Christ.

It's a tall order. Jesus speaks strong words.

That's so like him.

It can be very disturbing.

Or Christ's truth can set us free...

Day 298: Knowing what to fear

2010-10-26T22:07:00.003-04:00

Today's Reading: Luke 12-13

Here is my confession of the day...well, maybe it's not a confession, more likely it is a frustrated observation.

I am getting really, really annoyed with people's prayer requests.

There, I said it.

Now, before you think me a total jerk, fully insensitive and lacking of all compassion, let me argue this point. I think this is a very Biblical annoyance.

For what do most people request prayer? Usually it is for someone who is ill. They ask you to pray for healing. Now, let me just say, this not only annoys me, it bores me, it frustrates me and it drives me batty.

Before you take me before the disciplinary committee to have me de-frocked, look at today's scripture.

Jesus says, "I tell you, my friends, do not be afraid of those who kill the body and after that can do no more. But I will show you whom you should fear: Fear him who, after the killing of the body, has power to throw you into hell. Yes, I tell you, fear him."

During a time of sharing concerns, most people verbalize their fears about some disease or someone whose loved ones have died. Cancer. Accidents. Alzheimer's. Strokes. Blindness. Mental illness. Suicides.

Legitimate, right? We weep and cry over something that will befall us all at one time or another. This flesh is going to fail us. We are all going to die.

Just once, I would love to hear someone proclaim, "My friend is ill. Pray he will not be afraid of the illness. My friend is dying. Pray she will not be afraid of death. Please pray instead that he will truly comprehend who God is, will experience tremendous fear and awe, and long for a relationship with his heavenly Father and eternal life."

I wonder what would happen in the Body of Christ if we really started listening to Jesus instead of listening to our fleshly fears. How would it change our prayers? How would it change our testimony? How would it change our lives?

Are we wise enough to fear God?

The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom.

Didn't I read that "somewhere?"

Day 297: Fanny pack comfort

2010-10-26T21:56:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Luke 10-11, John 10: 22-42

My daughter is embarrassed by me.

She is a designer purse type of gal. She would love to have matching shoes and purses for every outfit. She likes to have names of people I've never heard of on her handbags. She could tell you if something is in style or if it is passe.

I am clueless.

My daughter is embarrassed by me.

I like to wear a fanny pack.

I am a practical kind of gal. A leather fanny pack is sturdy and durable. It is always accessible. It leaves both of your hands free. It is attached to your body. You don't have to worry about keeping it on your shoulder or setting it aside when you sit down. It travels with you.

And best of all, it is almost un-snatchable. No one can grab it off your shoulder and run off with it. It is held close and snug.

Fanny packs might not be the most fashionable or flattering way to carry around the necessities of a woman's life, but it works just fine for me.

Consider it my faith statement.

I am like a fanny pack on Jesus' hip. I am so closely bound to him, he declares that no one can snatch me from him.

I find great comfort in that.

Day 296: What do you know?

2010-10-26T21:38:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: John 9:1-10:21

When I was in school and had to study for tests, I was always frustrated when the teacher asked questions for which I had no answer. I thought to myself, "Wouldn't it be great if the teacher would give a test which simply stated, 'what do you know?'" Then I could demonstrate everything I had learned on a given subject.

Today's story reads like a comedy about a blind man. Everyone is blind to him until he is healed by Jesus. Then suddenly, the paparazzi pounce asking questions...questions the now seeing man cannot answer: Who did this? How did he do it? Is he a sinner?

The healed man answers the best he can. "I don't know a lot about the man. He spat on some mud, put it on my eyes, told me to wash and now I see." After awhile, he gets frustrated with all the wrong questions and says, "All I know is I once was blind but now I see."

I think it is the wrong questions from the world that silence most people of faith. "How do you explain creation, salvation, sanctification, redemption, atonement, suffering, sacrifice, the sacraments?" "Who is saved and who isn't?" "Just how does the trinity work?" "What happens when we die?" "What is heaven like?"

Even though theologians and scholars have been trying for centuries to explain the mysteries of God, there will always be more questions than we have answers, for God is beyond our understanding.

Perhaps the best question of faith is this: What do you know? What DO you know? What do YOU know?

The disciples wanted to know about who was sinning. Jesus wanted God's glory and God's work to be done. The crowd and the enemies of Jesus wanted to argue the law and discount Jesus. Jesus wanted to know whether the man believed.

Perhaps we don't need to study for other people's questions and faith tests. Perhaps the only test of faith we need to prepare for and have an answer to is this one: What do you know? Where has God's work and glory been demonstrated in your life? Do you believe in the Son of Man?

What do you know?

Day 295: Talent Scout

2010-10-23T11:49:00.003-04:00

Today's Reading: John 7-8

Hey there, Bro
You ought to know
I have the brights
to get your name in lights!
You've got the skill
I have the will,
I know the places
To get the aces.
You need more time
In the Newsweek line
I'll promote your act
There's no room for slack.
I could make you their idol;
No need to bridle
Their hunger for dazzle
With very little hassle.
You come with me
And then you will see
My plans for you
Will make us a few!
This secrecy must stop,
I want you on top.

Therefore Jesus told them, "The right time for me has not yet come; for you any time is right. The world cannot hate you, but it hates me because I testify that what it does is evil. 8You go to the Feast. I am not yet going up to this Feast, because for me the right time has not yet come."

Day 294: Household Rules

2010-10-23T11:40:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 18

Perhaps these are the five rules posted on God's refrigerator.

1. Remember you are a child. You are loved. You are not in charge. You are protected.

2. Don't set traps. Do not cause others to stumble or sin. Don't participate in anything that would hurt others or cause them to doubt. It would be very dangerous for them, but moreso for you.

3. One person's life is of utmost importance. The one in trouble gets first priority. If you are doing well, you are not the one who needs attention.

4. If you have a problem with someone, it is your problem. You are responsible for the reconciliation. It matters not that they caused the problem. The real problem is your unforgiveness. Deal with it! and soon...

5. Mercy always trumps justice. Be mindful. Being "right" is not as important as being "humble."

Day 293: How long shall I put up with you?

2010-10-23T09:59:00.003-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 17, Mark 9, Luke 9:28-62

Did you ever wonder what it was like for Jesus, the King of Heaven, the Creator of the World, the Ruler of the Universe, to deal on a minute by minute basis with people endowed with the "duh" factor?

Every word he shared, each teaching he gave, even his stories or blatant demonstrations of his glory were misunderstood and misinterpretted. It is no wonder he felt the impatience of a great scholar trying to tutor a dimwit.

It makes me wonder...how long will Jesus put up with me--with us--before he throws up his hands and says, "I'm done!"

Oh.

I guess he already did that.

He raised his hands. Nails kept them there. Until he proclaimed...

It is finished.

How long will Jesus put up with us?

Until the will of God is done.

Day 292: Bread

2010-10-23T09:37:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 16, Mark 8, Luke 9:18-27

Bread.

No matter where you go in this world, every culture has some form of it.

Bread is a basic. Some women spend a portion of each day baking it. Some men spend their lives making it. All people want their share to eat it.

Jesus uses this basic need to point to the essential element of faith. Bread is provided. That which spoils bread is warned against. Statements of faith are proclaimed to be even more necessary than bread. Jesus, the bread of heaven, is left on shore while the disciples venture into trouble.

Don't forget the bread.

It is your sustenance. It is your comfort. It is your life.

Bread.

Day 291: Because of the Crowd

2010-10-23T09:21:00.004-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 15, Mark 7

Because of the crowd
will I miss Jesus?
Too tight they are around me
blocking my ability to be near
him.

I could climb a tree,
but what if I skin my knee
and experience pain?

I could call some friends to aid me,
but what if they shy
at my state?

I could join the crowd,
but what if I become their
associate, unclean sinner?

I could sneak in for just a touch,
but what if his robe is
just out of reach?

I could call out in my blind state,
but what if I am pushed aside
and silenced?

I could beg for help
but what if I am recognized
as the dog I am?

Because of the crowd
I almost missed Jesus.
I had many excuses.

But the yearning ace
trumped them all.

Hosanna!

Day 290: Too hard!

2010-10-18T12:05:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: John 6

Did you ever sit at a desk with a homework assignment? Did you ever struggle over one math problem, trying to work it over and over and over again, paper torn with erasures and smeared with mistakes? Have you ever abandoned something--a project, a job, a marriage--because it was just too hard?

If you have ever had such an experience, you can empathize with the followers of Jesus. The lessons are becoming more difficult. Eating flesh. Drinking blood. Descending from heaven. Greater than Moses. Who can understand all this? It is more complex than a physics equation.

When the students ask for an explanation, Jesus speaks in mysterious language. Spirit revelation. Eternal life. God's seal of approval. What is Jesus talking about?

If you think you understand this passage, one of two things might be happening. Either you think you understand and actually don't have a clue; or you do understand only because God has chose you to have this revealed to you.

You see, Jesus is talking a foreign language---kingdom of God language. This language is as amazing as the thoughts it possesses. This language is as miraculous as its speaker multiplying bread and walking on water, materializing in places and descending from heaven.

Too hard?

Yes.

Unless...you believe...by the power of the Holy Spirit.

Day 289: What is my response to Christ?

2010-10-18T11:23:00.003-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 14; Mark 6; Luke 9:1-17

It is fascinating while reading great chunks of scripture to focus upon different responses to Jesus Christ. They are so like many of ours, depending upon the moment, the month or the mountain before us.

Ponder these responses with me.

What is my response to Christ?
Demons are afraid of him. Am I like the demons, wreaking havoc in others lives? Am I aware of my own participation in evil? And then suddenly Jesus walks in. Do I say to Jesus, "I know who you are. I understand your powere, but give me some more time before you put me in my place?" Do I comprehend that Jesus could destroy me?

Students are amazed at him. Am I a student who loves to hear Jesus' teaching? Do I find Bible study fascinating? Do I love the thrill of a new insight? Do I seek out Jesus to be amazed and stimulated intellectually?

The crowds run to him. Am I someone who runs to Jesus? Do I drop everything on my schedule, knowing a moment in his presence is worth more than anything I can imagine? Or do I run to him only when I need him? Do I long to be healed and have the opportunity to just touch the hem of his gown?

Some are offended by him. Am I someone who wants to argue with Jesus? Am I offended by his forthrightness and his narrowness on some issues? Do I despise the way He is always 'right?' Do I think I have a better way to run things if only God gave ME the power? Does Jesus offend me and my lifestyle? Do I want to tell Jesus to back off?

Those in power plot against him. Am I someone who secretly desires to put Jesus away? Do I look for contradictions in what he says? Has Jesus so riled me, I want to put him totally out of my life? Do I think he could be a danger to some people if they get too fanatical about him?

The disciples are terrified of him. Am I a disciple, who, the more I see and the more I experience of him, the more I desire and yet the more I am terrified? Do I see his power and tremble, yet realize my whole being is worthless without him?

What is my response to Christ?

I think this is an important question today.

Tomorrow.

Perhaps the most important question of a lifetime.

Day 288: Courage, Man!

2010-10-16T09:01:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 9-10

A friend of mine died today.

She was my age. Some would say she was too young to die.

She fought hard to see her daughter dress in a lovely canary colored gown and pose for prom pictures.

She fought hard to attend her niece's wedding.

She fought hard to smile daily at her amazing prince of a man who never left her side.

There were many of us who carried her pallet. We walked along side her as the cancer of her body paralyzed hands previously mobile to create fiber masterpieces. We strapped gait belts to her and held her as paralyzed legs which used to hold a gardener's body erect gave out.

We couldn't find a roof to dig through, so instead of letting her down, we lifted her up in prayer.

Today, as she is present to the LORD of all Creation, as room has been made for her in the throne room, I want to hear the same words said to her that were said to that paralytic long ago.

"Take heart, son; your sins are forgiven."

"Courage, daughter; your sins are forgiven." Stand up, join me now and let me show you true beauty.

Thank you, LORD.
Thank you for my friend.

Day 287: Reined In

2010-10-16T08:34:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 8:14-34, Mark 4-5

I don't know about you, but I find it fascinating what comes out of the mouths of demons and spirits in the New Testament. Though they seem to ravage many souls and are found everywhere in Jesus' daily jaunt through the community, they do not seem so cinematic in the presence of the Messiah.

They act like naughty bullies caught in the act.

And bullies they are. Tormenting, scaring, manipulating and badgering.

But evil glaring faces and ghoulish countenances back off meekly when face to face with the Son of God.
"What do you want with me, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? Have you come here to torture us before the appointed time? Swear to God that you won't torture me!"

Fascinating...

They recognize who Jesus is, calling him by his earthly name, "Jesus" and his heavenly name, "Son of the Most High God." They know Jesus has power and authority over them. They know their fate is coming soon when they will be "tortured" at some "appointed time."

And they know Jesus will follow his Father's will to the letter. That Jesus will rein himself in until that unknown appointed time.

Imagine the patience it took from Jesus not to just come and cleanse the entire world of all its evil. What was he waiting for? What is God waiting for? Why is all this suffering continuing when at the clearing of the Messiah's throat, all bullying demons could be quieted and all could be restored?

I do not have the answers to these questions except I know God's plan and timing are perfect. And I know, the self control and reining in of the Messiah's tongue must be because of his incredible love and grace for us.

The appointed time will come when all that has been harassing creation will not only be silenced but tortured. That's a very graphic picture.

Jesus declares later, that if he so desired, he could call down his legions.

But he decided, instead, to do the Father's will, remain silent and go to the cross.

Though his white stallion is champing at the bit, Jesus is saying, "Whoa, Boy, not just yet."

Day 286: Lake sitter

2010-10-16T08:13:00.003-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 13, Luke 8

I know I should blog all about parables today, but I just can't get past the first words in Matthew 13.
That same day Jesus went out of the house and sat by the lake.

This morning the mist is coming up off my lake. A blue heron took wing. The tall grasses are waving in the breeze and a turtle is swimming with her nose in the air.

We focus so much on the world of humans we know that we forget there is a whole other part of the world depending upon God's sustaining power. I always think of the incarnation as an act on behalf of humans, but I never thought of the rest of creation longing to "see" its Creator. Until today. I'm sure Jesus wanted to spend some time with his masterpiece also.

Maybe today, we need to take Matthew 13: 1 to heart and be like Jesus.

Jesus was a lake sitter. He found rest in the lapping of the water, in the feel of the welcoming give of the sand beneath him, in the delight of the aqua world before him.

Too bad the sixth day creatures had to interrupt his communion with the previous five day creatures and elements. Youngest children can be very demanding.

Humans are like that. We like to burst in on each other and then expect to be the center of attention.

Let's go to the lake and learn some new lessons.

Day 285: Strong Man in the House

2010-10-14T09:35:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 12: 22-50, Luke 11

Spiritual warfare is not something often taught in the main line church. And this is a shame. There are powers and pricipalities we fight on a daily basis, and most of us are unaware of their existence. We are very aware of the symptoms in our souls, just not aware of their source.

I know, I know...

Many scientists say that all the talk of demons in the Bible was really about chemical imbalances and diseases which we have now discovered and can treat with medicines.

But there are some oppressions and possessions outside the medical field. Even as a nurse I can say this. But as a Christian and a Bible reader I can believe it.

Jesus comes and drives out demons. The fact that demons exist is never in question. What is in question is "Who is Jesus?" and "By what power is he healing people?"

As Jesus gives us a glimpse into the spiritual world, he shares a parable about a house being robbed. One cannot rob and ravish a house unless one first "ties up" the "strong man." Then Jesus warns us not to blaspheme the Holy Spirit.

When we accept Jesus as our Lord and Savior, the Holy Spirit takes up residence in our house. The more we yield our lives to Christ, the stronger his Spirit becomes inside us.

Those of us who know the Holy Spirit in our lives--his power, majesty, comfort, and revelation--would not want to "tie him up," for we know his protection of our souls.

So try to get this in your mind.

Your life and person are like a home. Jesus Christ, by the power of the Holy Spirit, has come to dwell with you. He has posted guards all around you. Nothing can touch you without it being for your good or according to God's will for you. The more in cooperation we live our lives with Christ, the greater amount of the Holy Spirit's power is released in our lives.

Strong man in the house!

I love this imagery!

Day 284: Come unto me

2010-10-12T17:31:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 11

There is a pattern I am noticing. Have you noticed it too?

Jesus shows up in town and places and then people come to him.

Jesus rarely goes to people. People come to him.

Does that strike you as odd?

It does me.

Until I think about Jesus and how he does not force himself upon anyone.

God loves the World. God sends the Incarnation of God's self to the world. Jesus shows up and says, "Here I am. I'm standing in your midst. I'm knocking at your door. I'm here. Come to me. I will give you rest."

Are we weary? Yes, we are.
Are we heavy laden with cares, worries and concerns?
Yes, we are.

Jesus says, "Come to me and I will give you rest."

Ahhhh....

To me it is an amazing thing to rest with Jesus. The one who feeds me. Calms my storms. Heals my diseases. Forgives my sins.

Imagine what Jesus could do for you.

Jesus sends out the invitation. "Come!"

Get up right now and send your RSVP.

Day 283: I am willing

2010-10-12T17:21:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 8:1-13, Luke 7

It is no mistake that right after the Sermon on the Mount, a man with leprosy comes to be cleansed by Jesus.

Physical leprosy has always been understood as a symbol of the depths of spiritual depravity. Who, after listening with open ears to Jesus' sermon, could walk back into "normal life" and be satisfied.

When one hears the beauty of holiness and then looks at himself, one cannot help but see one's own sinfulness.

Matthew is a clever writer. The Holy Spirit leads him to tell this story of miraculous healing right after the warnings are issued by the Son of Man.

God is like that. God always gives warning. God gives time for repentance. And then God delivers wrath upon those who will not and do not listen.

If you are willing, LORD, heal me.

Are you kidding? God is so willing! We are the ones who are unwilling! We are unwilling to admit our leprous hearts. We are unwilling to come and kneel before the creator and savior and ask.

Jesus is willing.

Are you?

Day 282: Your Righteousness

2010-10-12T17:03:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 5-7

The sermon on the mount is so full of wisdom and truth, many churches spend entire years studying it. It is daunting to think about preaching or blogging on it. Where does one start when trying to explain or interpret such a thick body of material?

So I asked the LORD to focus me upon one verse.

It was a verse to which I never gave much attention, but it hooked me, especially the words "your righteousness."

Unless your righteousness is greater, far exceeds that of the scribes and Pharisees, you have no place, you have no case before God, in the kingdom of heaven.

My righteousness.

This is something I guard with a vengence. How do I know this? Just have one person criticize me, or challenge me, or correct me, and my righteousness is defended by my ability to blame, rationalize and prove my way or my point. I easily know when I can do something better than another or if someone else is not up to my par. I like to be right. I like to think I am always right.

The Pharisees and scribes felt the same way. The Pharisees tried to be right by demonstrating their right living as their strength. By gum! We're going to love God so much it hurts. We're going to prove ourselves by keeping the Law as perfectly as anyone could imagine.

The scribes tried to be right by demonstratin their right thinking. By gum! We're going to love God with our minds, even if it means that's all we do. We're going to know more, memorize more, go to school more than anyone else.

The Pharisees and the scribes looked "right" on the outside, but Jesus looks at the heart. You don't murder? he asks. I tell you if you are even angry with a brother or a sister you have killed them in your heart. You don't commit adultery? I tell you if you even lust after someone or have fantasies about someone, you have committed adultery!

The gavel comes down and we all slink as the guilty sentence falls.

I can't do it. I can't be even as righteous as the Pharisees and the scribes, much less exceed abundantly in my strivings.

Paul calls our righteousness "dirty rags."

If we think we can walk into the throne room of God in dirty rags and be welcomed, we are mistaken.

When Moses walked into the throne room of Pharoah, God told him to lay down his rod, his identity as a shepherd and the defense of his personhood. Lay it down!

Lay it down, I hear God saying to me. Don't come in here toting your righteousness! Take off those dirty, filthy, stinky clothes of self righteousness, scrub up in the baptism of the Holy Spirit and then have your big brother, Jesus, loan you his clothing for the rest of your life...his righteousness must become your own. Only then do you have a case and a place in the kingdom.

Day 281: Angry and deeply distressed

2010-10-12T16:37:00.003-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 12: 1-21, Mark 3, Luke 6

In parenting, have you ever been so upset with the attitude and stubbornness of your children that you just want to spit! Have they ever acted in a way totally against what you have taught them that you want to disown them?

Imagine how Jesus felt when there was the opportunity for a man, whose hand had been shriveled, to be healed! Lord, have mercy! How wonderful!

A man who could not use his hand to hold a cup of water, or caress his wife; to lift his child or to participate in labor; a man unable to go to synagogue or offer his sacrifice at the temple because of a withered hand.

And now, healing is available! Praise the LORD!

But the stubborn ones, the ones with the stiff necks and the worshippers of legalism want justice instead of mercy. They want revenge instead of forgiveness. They want to see rules followed to the "tee," while people are suffering.

Jesus looks at his creatures--his creation--and becomes angry and deeply distressed at this kind of attitude. Where is your mercy? he asks. Where is your loving-kindness? Didn't I create you in my own image? I see nothing in you that looks like me or even resembles who I am.

O the sorrow Jesus must have faced every day as he walked with his creation. No wonder he needed much time in quiet communing with the Father.

Day 280: Court's in session

2010-10-12T15:52:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: John 5

John 5 is full of court room language: accusation, testimony, acceptance, judgment, witnesses, condemnation.

Though the people want to put Jesus on the stand, the truth is that Jesus is the judge and the defense attorney. And God is the main character witness for Jesus.

In this chapter, Jesus speaks very clearly about who he is, his relationship to his Father, God, and what he thinks about what people are saying about him. Jesus is not doubtful nor does he hedge. He is the chosen Son of God who has come into the world to testify to the Father, to do the work of the Father and to speak about the coming kingdom.

Jesus warns us:
"How can you believe if you accept praise from one another, yet make no effort to obtain the praise that comes from the only God?"

Now there is a great question!

We have a judge and jury of one, and it is Jesus Christ. No other opinion, judgment or affirmation is needed.

Day 279: Rules

2010-10-12T14:45:00.004-04:00

Today's Reading: Mark 2

Remember when you were a little child and rules seemed an everyday part of your life? I remember that they were not only the stuff life was made of, they seemed so clear.

Wash your hands before you eat.

Brush your teeth.

Say "please" and "thank you."

Obey your parents.

To tell you the truth, I never much analyzed rules. I just knew I should follow them. In many ways, that keeps life simple.

Often, when we want to become God pleasers, we think, "If I just follow rules X, Y and Z, I'll be OK." Perhaps the rules to obey in your life have to deal with what you wear and put on your body, the length of your hair, the use or non use of makeup. Maybe your rules deal mostly with what you eat or drink; what you allow or do not allow into your body. For others the rules are about what one can say and how one can say it, or even who has the right to speak.

Sometimes it is easier to follow a set of rules than it is to follow Christ. Legalism has always been a temptation for even the most alert Christian.

The ones in the Gospel who were really trying to please God felt they were on the right and righteous path by keeping the Law. And they were. Until the rules became the LORD instead of the LORD becoming LORD of the rules.

In chapter two of Mark, we see good people blinded by good intentions. They thought they had become masters of the rules. Instead, the rules had become their masters. So much so that when the one who fulfilled all the Law and the prophets stood right in front of them, they were blind.

Chapter two teaches us that Jesus is LORD over sin, sinners and even Sabbath. Not that he breaks the Law, but fulfills the Law in the perfect understanding and living out of those laws.

I often wonder...would I recognize Jesus if he walked in my church today in human form? Would I adore him?

Or would he offend me?

Day 278: Who to trust?

2010-10-12T09:22:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: John 2-4

Reading and blogging on New Testament passages is a bit more challenging than reading and blogging on the Old Testament. Why? The New Testament is so much more familiar. I've preached and heard so much preaching all my life on especially the gospels that it is hard to lay all my presumptions aside and hear the word fresh, today.

Thus, I thank the Holy Spirit for bringing a hidden passage to the fore for me.

As Jesus is breaking into the scenes of the ancient eastern world, healing, preaching, working miracles, people are beginning to take notice of him and form opinions. Many are beginning to put their faith and trust in him.

But there is a very interesting couple of verses at the end of chapter two of the book of John that I never noticed before.

Though people are believing and trusting in Jesus, Jesus is not trusting them.

But Jesus would not entrust himself to them, for he knew all men. He did not need man's testimony about man, for he knew what was in a man.

Though many would testify to who Jesus was, Jesus did not need anyone to fill him in on the human condition. John claims, "(Jesus) knew all people."

This past Sunday, our confirmation class studied Psalm 139. "O Lord, you know me...you have searched me and know my thoughts."

Jesus, as God, knows the human condition and knows none of us are trust worthy; because of something "in us," we are not worthy of trust. Thus it is no surprise to Jesus when his friends betray and deny him.

And it should be no surprise to us when our friends betray and deny us. In fact, if there is any loyalty and faithfulness, integrity or honesty from our fellow human beings (and even from ourselves,) it should surprise and give us cause for gratitude.

So who can we trust? Friends, family and those we love will fail us at one time or another.

The disciples "put their faith in (Jesus)."

Day 277: Who are you?

2010-10-07T10:58:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 4, Luke 4-5, John 1: 15-51

As Jesus moves into the front and center of the stage performing miracles, preaching, healing and calling disciples, the people around him begin to wonder, "Who are you?"

Their responses and those of the demon and satanic world point to the varied responses to this question.

Some say, "Ah, that's just Joseph's son." He's no one special. Just another guy who doesn't make that big of a difference.

Some say, "This man and his friends are dangerous." John is locked up in prison and there are rumblings of discontent beginning.

The demon world knows full well who Jesus is and addresses him as Jesus of Nazareth and Holy One of God in the same breath.

Listen to all the names in this passage and ask the Holy Spirit to reveal the full nature of Jesus to you.

Son of God
Jesus of Nazareth
Holy one of God
The Christ/Messiah
Son of Man
Bridegroom
God, the One and Only
King of Israel
Rabbi
Joseph's Son
Demon Possessed
Master
Lord
Blasphemer
A man
Lamb of God

Day 276: What should we do?

2010-10-07T10:35:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 3, Mark 1, Luke 3

To read the gospels side by side, we get a glimpse of the personalities and the points of view of the different authors. Matthew and Luke follow much the same path, Luke with a little more attention to Jesus compassion, but Mark is on fast forward. Jesus hits the ground immediately running and the people are all amazed--amazed a lot!

John the Baptist is preaching, and so is Jesus. In fact, Jesus states that his purpose is to preach. Many want miracles and healings. Jesus wants to talk about the kingdom of God and about his Father.

I am fascinated, though, by the direct preaching method of John. I don't know if he would "make it" in our local American churches with his directness! Imagine calling the leaders of the status quo a "brood of vipers!" No wonder he didn't have a long pastorate. His message was a constant and continual message: Repent and believe.

It interests me that each group of believers is not "assigned" the same spiritual discipline. One group is told to share food and clothing, another is told to be fair, still another is exhorted to not abuse their power. John speaks directly and clearly to each one who comes to him for spiritual direction. And the mode of repentance is different for each one.

This leads me to ask, "What should I do?" Where does my life need to turn like a sunflower toward the new sunshine of the kingdom? Where is my repentance? Where is the fruit? What speaks to the core of my spiritual need?

Some of us are called to share clothing and food; minister to the basic needs of another because in doing so, we will realize the power and bondage of the scarcity we feel for ourselves is broken only when we open our hands to share.

Others of us need to stay within the boundaries of our own calling and not extort from others. We need to recognize that we are not above our brothers and sisters; they are not instruments to be used for our own pleasure or gluttonous needs.

And still other of us in authority need to guard ourselves from ourselves. We need to use power to help others and not to abuse them.

Repent and believe.

That's a tall order for one sermon.

How will John's sermon change me today?

Day 275: At Great Cost

2010-10-02T11:41:00.003-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 2, Luke 2:39-52

During Christmas, I am usually focused on a sweet baby who we hope doesn't cry, a cleaned up Mary, a costumed Joseph with glued on beard, shepherds who are trying to keep their headpieces on, baby angels with tinsel halos and wise men tripping over their too long robes. Reading the nativity narratives during October is helping me to see beyond the Christmas pageant stereotype of Jesus birth.

Chapter 2 of Matthew is really quite disturbing. After the mysterious story of wise men coming from afar, we hit a horrible story of slaughter and then the great escape of the Holy Family to Egypt. Often the slaughter of innocence is relegated to the Sunday lectionary after Christmas, and rarely preached. After all, who wants to ruin the festivities of Christmas with the reality of the cost of the incarnation. It is much like receiving the credit card bills in January.

Research shares that the average American spends between $700-800 on Christmas. That is an average of $2,800-3,600 per household of four people. Is this shocking to you or does this seem about right? Consider not only the gifts but the decorations, food, parties and travel and the number begin to make more sense.

But these numbers are minimal compared to the cost of the first Christmas. Let's look at these three stories and see if we can begin to imagine some of the initial costs of the incarnation.

Who were the wise men and what did it cost the magi to travel from "the east" to Israel?

The wise men most likely came from Persia (modern Iran and Iraq) and probably served as priests and members of the Parthian government during the time Jesus was born. The most important duty of this group was the selection of the next king for their country.

The distance, then, would have been anywhere from 500-1000 miles, taking at least six to eight weeks. The caravan needed for travel alone would have consisted of animals, slaves or porters, food, shelter and money to make passage through dangerous and barren lands.

The political risk was also great. Rome was not a welcoming empire to people from other lands, especially people from enemy groups.

The magi carried great treasures of gold, frankincense and myrrh. Wealthy travelers were at the mercy of ruthless desert thieves. The cost was great but even greater was the risk to their very lives.

And speaking of lives risked, imagine the cost of the descendants of David living in Bethlehem. All male children under the age of two were slaughtered. Though the numbers vary as to exactly how many children this would be, can we comprehend the devastation and great sorrow. In Bethlehem, there were at least two years when no young man became a "Son of Righteousness." Synagogue classes were empty. Young girls had no male playmates and grew up with no male counterparts for their age. We forget the mother's grief and the father's helplessness as children were grabbed from homes and cut in two. What kind of horror and fear did that place in the people of Bethlehem?

One more story in this chapter. Mary and Joseph must steal away into the night and head toward Egypt, at least a 300-500 mile journey. Most likely, Joseph walked the entire distance; perhaps Mary rode. But imagine leaving all you know, entering a foreign land in order to save a child who isn't even your own. Joseph not only risked his reputation to shelter Mary and her child, he risked his livelihood and his life.

So what will Christmas cost us this year? Or would it be better to ask ourselves, what are we willing to risk this year at Christmas that we might join in the story--the story of salvation offered to all; of peace on earth and goodwill?

Day 274: Fourteen--Hidden Meaning?

2010-10-02T10:17:00.004-04:00

Today's Reading: Matthew 1, Luke 2:1-38

The book of Matthew is the gospel written to the Jewish Christians. Possibly, there are hidden meanings within which are Jewish symbols that many Gentile Christians would miss. In the genealogy of Christ, the author of Matthew makes a point of stating there are three cycles of fourteen in the generations from Abraham to Jesus.

Three in Christianity represents the trinitarian nature of God and the resurrection (in three days Christ rose from the dead.) In Hebrew understanding it represents God and limitless light.

Before we look at the three cycles of fourteen in the genealogy in Matthew it is important to note that the Matthean genealogy is not the only genealogy we have in the gospels. Jesus' genealogy in Luke begins with Adam and is quite different from the one in Matthew. Many believe the Lukan genealogy is Mary's genealogy and not Joseph's. The gospel of Luke is written to the Gentiles and speaks of salvation for all people. The genealogy in Matthew begins with Abraham and addresses "the children of Abraham" in its text.

It is important to note, both genealogies have David in the line. In the Hebrew language, every letter is assigned a numerical value. Since the Messiah was to be a descendant of David, it was important to trace Jesus back to the defining personality of the Hebrew people. Interestingly, the name David has the numerical value of fourteen (daleth = 4 and waw = 6 so the numerological value of David’s name is 4+6+4 = 14.)

Fourteen is also the number of years Jacob worked for his favorite bride, Rachel. His first wife, Leah, was not the one he had "bargained for" with his uncle Laban. He was tricked into marrying her. Rachel was his true love. She became the mother of Joseph and Benjamin, the two favored sons of Jacob, though Judah, the son of Leah, held the birthright for the Messiah. Some believe the number 14 points, then, to the two "brides" of Jesus, or the joining of the Jewish people with the Gentiles in order to bring the possibility of salvation to all God's people. Jesus is descended from Judah, but Joseph is seen as a foreshadowing figure of Jesus who was despised by his brothers, the Jewish people, but ended up saving them.

The meaning of fourteen is related to the Hebrew characters yod (10) and dalet (4). Fourteen is thus represented as: Yod dalet, the Hebrew word for “hand." Interestingly, there are 14 knuckles on a hand. Jewish tradition points to the number 14 as representing Moses who was the "strong hand" which received the Law and the Torah. In Matthew 5: 17, Jesus states he has come to fulfill all the Law and the Prophets. Thus three fourteens, the three cycles of generations in Matthew, could be pointing to the Godly (three) fulfillment of the strong hand (the Mosaic Law) in Jesus.

Fourteen is also the number of maturity. In Jewish tradition, a fourteen year old male was considered a man, fully grown. In Galatians 4:4-5, we read these words: "But when the time had fully come (matured), God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under law, to redeem those under law, that we might receive adoption as heirs." Maturity equalled the idea of the fullness of time. Note that this passage in Galatians speaks to the incarnation, the law and the engrafting of the Gentiles into the Jewish line, God's chosen people.

It is interesting to note that the symbolism of the number fourteen was more important to the author of Matthew than the full accuracy of the ancestry. In order to preserve the symbolism, the author excludes three kings in the second group of fourteen (Ahaziah, Joash and Amaziah.)

One more side note, five women are listed in the Matthean genealogy: Tamar, Rahab, Ruth, the mother of Solomon who had been Uriah's wife (Bathsheba) and Mary. Five represents balance and divine grace. Each of these five women experienced divine grace in their lives, and their listing in the genealogy gives the patriarchal listing a balance of sorts.

Very interesting, yes?

Day 273: How can I be sure of this?

2010-10-01T09:34:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Luke 1; John 1:1-14

Right from the beginning of the New Testament, the first words spoken by a human are the words we all, at one time or another, utter in our minds. Some even dare to speak them aloud.

"How can I be sure of this?"

It is the question of faith. It speaks to the "stuckness" of our feet in the very miry clay from which we came. It is hard for us to think, much less believe outside the visible and scientific, the factual and the visible things we know of this world.

How can I be sure there is a God?

How can I be sure when I see a vision or dream a dream?

How can I be sure of mysterious impossibilities?

How can I be sure of strange faith stories, of testimonies from long ago or even from friends today?

How can I be sure of this?

In the Greek, the question comes in this form:

How can I understand this?
How will I know this?
How can I perceive this?

The question points to our problem.

How can I understand God and the ways of God with just this feeble, finite mind?

How will I know this is all true? Will there be proof? Can you show me the formula and give me something I can sense with my ears, eyes, hands...?

How will I perceive and recognize this even when it is standing right in front of me? How will this be revealed to me?

The author of Luke begins by sharing his research and careful investigation, hoping to convince Theophilus (whose name means "the friend of God.") His account tries to give the facts---dates, times, historical markers---in which the mystery exploded.

John speaks in mysterious paradigms and symbols to give depth and breadth to the physical and spiritual realities of the man Jesus who, though, looking like a common human, shocked, amazed and transformed those around him.

How can we be sure of this God, this Jesus, this story of salvation and love?

That is a mystery.

The gospel writers will give us their testimony. And then we wait.

We wait as our forefathers and mothers waited for the birthing of the miracle despite our barrenness.

Some of us wait mutely.
Some of us wait hopefully.
Some of us wait cautiously.
Some of us wait expectantly.

Notice that Mary asks the same question. "How will this be, considering my limitations," asks Mary.

It is our question.

Perhaps the answer comes as it did to Mary.

"The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you...For nothing is impossible with God."

Come, Holy Spirit, come.

Day 272: Old Testament Summary

2010-09-30T18:03:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Malachi

Today is the last day in the Old Testament and Malachi reads almost as a summary book of the major themes.

The first thing God says in the book of Malachi is: "I have loved you."

Through creation, flood, wilderness, judges, kings and prophets, exile and rebuilding, God has loved God's people. Even when the people do not recognize God's love, God has been faithful.

After the first couple verses, it seems that God changes the subject by declaring, "I hate divorce." One might think, "God, that came out of the blue!," but isn't interesting to put the attribute of God's faithful love along side the paradigm of divorce? I don't think this is a mistake.

No matter the faithlessness of the human race, God does not file for divorce. Instead, God encourages us with these words in Malachi, "So guard yourself in your spirit, and do not break faith."

It is almost as if it is a foreshadowing of more challenges and more action and more love and more mystery to come.

The Old Testament ends so perfectly, giving us a clue about the sequel coming soon.
"See, I will send you the prophet Elijah before that great and dreadful day of the LORD comes. He will turn the hearts of the fathers to their children, and the hearts of the children to their fathers; or else I will come and strike the land with a curse."

Just as the heavenly Father has turned his heart to the heart of his children and is unwilling to allow himself to divorce from them, God promises a prophet who will come before the great judge who will encourage fathers to reconsider their priorities. Parents will be encouraged to remember their children before they even consider a split.

God hates when relationships crumble and never reconcile.

Why else, do you think would God risk giving up his Son to save the world?

And the saga continues...

Day 271: Order for worship

2010-09-30T17:48:00.003-04:00

Today's Reading: Nehemiah 11-13, Psalm 126

In the church worship wars, do you ever wonder what it would be like to tansport back in time and check out "temple" worship. Nehemiah 12 gives us that opportunity.

First of all, there is a huge staff of priests! Among their duties is singing--a lot of singing. Their singing is not the singing of soloists but two huge choirs singing responsively and antiphonally to one another. Their songs are songs of praise and thanksgiving!

Then there is a big storehouse available to feed the ones participating in worship. So big a storehouse that there are guards in place!

Next there is a band of sorts consisting of the music of cymbals, harps and lyres. To sing with this group, singers from all around are brought in to form two more choirs. (That's a lot of singing!) Trumpets show up, too.

Then it seems that part of worship is a big purifying ceremony with lots of water. And lots of giving of sacrifices and offerings of gratitude. You'll note, the women and children are present, rejoicing along with the best of them.

The worship of all God's people IN ONE PLACE is SO LOUD it can be heard for miles around. No mumbled standing with a hymn book in hand. Loud rejoicing, praise and thanksgiving.

I wonder how the church of today would be changed if this was the new proposed worship order. It sound like a rock concert except with a focus on the ROCK OF SALVATION.

It sounds like a lot of fun!

Imagine that!

Day 270: The joy of the LORD is your strength

2010-09-28T19:38:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Nehemiah 8-10

Imagine this day...

Everyone in a community who can understand comes to listen to the priest read the Holy Scriptures. They have no chairs. They have no shelter. They all stand all day as all scripture is read. No one glances at the local sundial or hour glass to see if time is up. Instead, they listen.

And while listening, they begin to cry. They are so moved by God's word, they weep. They mourn.

And they stay.

And they stand.

Their mourning soon turns to joy. The story of their God moves them to radical celebration! To feasting! To dancing!

The joy of the LORD strengthens them!

Today, as I went about my work, as my mind filled with the concerns of the day, as I labored in the kingdom of God, I asked myself, "What would your life be without the Word of God?" The thought brought tears to my eyes. I could not imagine the hole, the barrenness, the despair.

Suddenly my heart turned to great praise and gratitude for the gift of Scripture and revelation in my life. Joy filled me as I began to ponder everything God has done, is doing and will do on my behalf.

It does not matter what happens today. The joy of the LORD gives so much strength, my weakness is borne up.

I will not be afraid.

I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart!

Day 269: Now strengthen my hands

2010-09-27T16:54:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Nehemiah 6-7

You work and you work, and then you work some more. And as if the work is not enough, someone comes along to malign you, to gossip against you and to distract you with their lies.

What is it about other people who create havoc? Are they bored with their own lives that they need to stir up trouble? Do they not have enough going on to keep themselves occupied in their own business? Does your success scare them?

Nehemiah speaks truth to the critics, once, twice, three, four, five times and they still come at him. His ability to function in the midst of all the slander is amazing.

It is grounded in his relationship with God.

When many of us grow weary and frustrated, we droop, we withdraw, we begin to give up. The key to reverse this defeat is in Nehemiah's prayer: "Now strengthen my hands!"

Whatever battle you face today, wherever you are growing weary, apply the prayer--Now strengthen my hands--LORD, I'm tired and growing weak, now strengthen my hands.

It speaks to the immediacy of the request--"Now..."
It speaks to the need--"strengthen..."
It is personal--"my..."
And it addresses the main part of the body dealing with labor or warfare--"hands..."

o LORD,
Give me enough strength today
to accomplish what you have set before me
despite all that would try to ensnare me.

Day 268: Good Work

2010-09-25T17:08:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Nehemiah 1-5

Called out, he was,
from servant's role
of waiting table
and serving wine,
to wait upon
the LORD himself
to tend the vineyard
of souls,
who in the wine press
of sacred stress
built up the temple
which still today
gives poured out wine
to thirsty ones
who come when called
to dinner.

Confessing true,
this man of God
becomes a priest
who intercedes
and speaks the cries
unspoken previously
due to pride
or sorrow
or hopeless veil of doubt.
"I confess
for all of us--
We all have
acted wickedly
and nought obeyed
your precious laws.
Forgive, O LORD, forgive."

Construction now
begins with all
assisting at
their part of wall.
Clearing rubble
mixing clay
stomping mortar
chopping clay
Finding each
within their homes
treasures borne
by shared labor
by eager joy
of hope reborn.
Protection grows
with community.

Courage brave
is needed, for
the mockers storm
upon the doors.
The raiders come
at night to sack
and topple work
of previous day.
So with a sword
in hand called "Left"
and in the "Right"
the mortar's tool
Or by joint venture
one stands erect
with sword while friend
bends back to build.

Commendable this
good work borne
not only of strong
back and hand
but a new strength
of neighbor bonds.
At first, working
only at one's gate,
now band together
in common task,
each one making up
for the other's lack.
Guarding and bending
'til task is done.
A wall is built.
The boundary drawn.

Day 267: How would you explain this?

2010-09-25T16:56:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Ezra 7-10

There are some stories in the Bible that blow me away! When the Israelites left Egypt, the Egyptians threw gold and jewels at their feet. As the slaves left their captors, the captors did not hold them back but instead gave them riches!

Now, the exiles are leaving Babylon and a similar thing is happening. King Xeres is opening up his treasury and ladening the Israelites with wealth as they leave from being servants to being freed people.

How would you explain this?

It goes counter to everything we would expect. Master do not freely release slaves and then also laden them with treasures! Usually slaves have to sneak away from bondage under the fear of blood hounds on their feet and bounty hunters with guns.

This kind of amazing happening can only be attributed to God who "puts it in the king's heart" to honor God's people.

These kind of stories give me great hope when I get absolutely frustrated with politics. Despite the "powers and principalities" of this world, my God can, in an instant, put it into an arrogant and self-serving ruler's heart to work good for God's people.

Let us pray for this kind of work of the Holy Spirit in the hearts of our leaders.

Day 266: Purim and Halloween

2010-09-25T16:32:00.002-04:00

Today's Reading: Esther 6-10

Purim is the holiday celebrating the salvation of the Jews from annihilation during the reign of King Xeres and Queen Esther. During the three day celebration, some very interesting customs are allowed for Jews which never occur any other time.

The eve before Purim, massive amounts of drinking are allowed. Cross dressing, usually forbidden for the Jews, is part of the celebration along with beauty pageants.

What is all this about? What is going on?

It is believed Jews were allowed to "hide" on the eve of Purim; to seem as though they were not Jews at all, but common pagans. Thus, the men of Haman could not recognize them in a crowd of people. They were allowed to indulge in practices disavowed at any other time; to be charaded and masked against any suspicion of being of Hebrew origin.

This costuming and wild behavior bled over into the Christian celebration of all saints eve, hallowed eve or what we know now to be Halloween. Satan's demons, like Haman, are out trying to destroy Christians the night before this great day. It is their last chance to snatch souls from heaven's grasp, or so it was believed. Thus, Christians would dress up as goblins and ghosts to confuse the demons so as not to be recognized. They would perform tricks unlike Christian behavior to throw the demons off their trail.

Little did I know, back in the days I went door to door with my mask on, dressed in my mother or dad's old clothing, that I was participating in a tradition borne out of violence and fear. Or when our daughters dress as princesses, did they know they were lifting up Queen Esther's role in the salvation of her people? Or do our boys understand that their gruesome costumes originated as a ploy to trick demons from snatching them into hell's fires?

I think not.

Most love the drama of costume dress up play and the joy of an extra piece of candy in their lunch box from their next door neighbor's gifting!

Day 265: Beauty Queen

2010-09-21T18:06:00.003-04:00

Today's Reading: Esther 1-5

How does it feel
to stand atop
the stage while
down below
they sit and gawk
at your beauty?

"Bring her out
that we may see
this lovely thing!"
And "thing" you are
for they are blind
to you.

At first, it's thrilling
all the stares,
the brand new gown
the braided hair
the fancy shoes
the polished nails.

"Am I the best?"
you ask yourself,
when deep inside
you wonder if
your tummy's tucked,
your hips too wide?

And if they label
you the best,
what is your task?
what will come next?
Will you become
the trophy you crave?

What is this thing
the world so craves?
This beauty trait?
It moves you, dear,
Into position.
And for what purpose?

For such a time
as this, he says.
What payment will
your beauty demand?
All that preparation
for what?

Enough from me.
Look, that man
is wanting you.
See it in his eyes?
Who will be the spider
and who will be the fly?